I've had the worst week of pregnancy, in any of my 4 pregnancies, this past week. Thursdays are the start of a new week for me in this pregnancy. So last Thursday, I felt how I've been feeling pretty much all along. Bloated, tender breasts, nauseous, tired, etc. By Friday, every single symptom was gone, all of a sudden, all at once. I started to freak out, but I know that symptoms can come and go, and I had an appointment for the next Friday for a scan. So I rode it out Friday and Saturday...but by Sunday, I was starting to panic, and was so scared, and tearful. I went to the hospital, where they did some bloodwork, but could not fit me in for a scan as they were all backed up. After many hours, they told me to go home and that they'd call me in the morning with an appointment for a scan. So off I went. I waited until 11:30, then I called them. They still could not fit me in, so hopefully the next day. I decided to go to a different hospital, only to have the exact same results. Finally, on Tuesday, I get a call from the 2nd hospital that they can fit me in, and to come on down. So we rushed down, drinking water as we went. Apparently, I didn't drink it fast enough, because my bladder wasn't full enough...even though I had to pee like crazy, so they had to do a transvaginal ultrasound. The tech is taking pictures, and is totally silent. I'm lying waiting for her to say "I'm sorry, but your baby is gone", I'm having de ja vue from my last miscarriage (at 18 weeks, but baby measured 14 weeks). I'm screaming at her in my head to just say it, I'm so positive that it's bad news. When she non-chalantly says "Baby's heartbeat is 161"....I was so happy, but still wanted to throttle her for making me wait so long, when she knew exactly why I was there. But holy crap, what relief....I kept asking if she was sure, and then she showed me. I saw with my own eyes that my Little Peanut's heart was beating away, furiously, and fell in love. They let my OH come in and see it too. ( They left him out waiting in the hallway while they did the initial measurements etc.) Baby is also measuring right on. I can't tell you what a relief it was. I'm sure I'll have other freak outs during this pregnancy, but I just SO want my rainbow baby....OH! That reminds me....we saw 2 full rainbows, and even 2 side by side half rainbows on the 45 minute drive to the ultrasound....I think it was good luck
Tomorrow is 9 weeks, and I'll be an olive
Dec 27th is 12 weeks for me
Jan 3rd is 13 weeks
Jan 10th is 14 weeks....so whichever one of those signals the 2nd trimester, I'm ready for it!
Oh, and a little bit of nausea came back last night....never been so thankful to feel pukey!
Sorry for the novel....