tlh97990
Mom and expecting 2nd
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Well ladies sadly to say I am going to be leaving this line of posts. Went for my first us Friday at 11+1 and the tech said I was not as far along as I should be. Then did a vag us and would not let me see anything. Asked when my next mw appointment was and pretty much ran out the door. I knew something was wrong.... Called mw office to see if someone could at least check for hb to ease my mind as we were on out way to a friends wedding hours away. They said not to worry if there was a problem they would call. So we left and just as we were pulling into the beautiful resort my cell phone rang... I knew who it was.... My mw asked what the tech had said... Nothing... She said the us showed a baby. But there was no hb. Stopped growing at 6+1. It was like someone ripped my heart out.... Told us to think of the options and she would call us next day. We were just thinking we were going to leave when several people we knew ran up to the truck.... Long story short... Held it together for my best friend... She had no idea what was going on.... Stayed for the wedding and left as soon as the party started... When we were saying good bye I think she could tell something was wrong but I did not want this to in anyway ruin a day she had been waiting years for... He was her high school sweetheart and also my brothers best friend. So I knew everyone there.... That was the hardest thing I have ever had to do emotionally. Seen ob today in emerg and was given cytotec. Things are starting to progress. This is my first mc.
Best of luck ladies.... I will be thinking of all of you but will no longer be around. Thanks for all your support! wishing you all happy and healthy rest of your pregnancies.
Baby...
If love could have kept you here my little one, you would have lived forever. Xoxo
so sorry for your loss! i'm sure it was hard trying to keep a happy face during the wedding. take time to heal and hopefully you'll get a bfp when you are ready!
good luck everyone that has appointments coming up. i just had one last week so it feels like forever until my next appointment. i might look into finding out how much private scans are around here because i am impatient!
im starting to get a little bit of a bump but i feel huge for some reason. i asked my daughter who is 14 months if she thought i was getting fat and she handed me part of dinner. i'm not sure what she meant by that
my nausea came back in full gear this morning. i was doing ok for a couple weeks and woke up this morning and didn't think i'd make it out the door for work. when i was on my way i saw a dog walking down the road with a deer's hind leg in his mouth and had to pull over to throw up. i usually do not have a weak stomach like that at all but this morning was another story!