Hi all, I am cautiously joining this June thread. My life has turned upside down since last cycle. OH is having a full on midlife crisis and decided he needs to completely change his life so we are splitting up after 14 years. To say i am devastated is an understatement, but i have decided to continue ttc without him. He has also agreed to act as a donor for me (with a contract etc.) which is completely unorthodox, but i am not giving up my life because he is a disaster.
That being said, i am so confused by my cycle this time around. I normally o around cd20 or 21 and have a 33 day cycle. I have had ewcm since cd8 (on cd15 now) and my opks keep getting almost positive then going light again. I swear if i have an annovulatory cycle this month i am going to freaking lose my mind. So, idk when i am going to test this month. Ff says June 6, but that is if i o early next week.
Good luck to everyone. Hoping for so many bfps this month.
Hi nuthatch
Don't worry you're not alone
The exact thing has happened to me only 8 weeks ago, so I know exactly what your going through
I was with my girlfriend for 12 years or so, and it was completely out of the blue for me as we had been trying for children for 7 years using several different donors over the years (with a break in between as I went a bit loopy from the stress of it not working)
And on the 15th march she told me she no longer wants children so I was already to live life without them because here and now is what counts but then she realised I would have given up my dream for her she(not expected from me) told me on the 16th march she doesn't love me anymore,
I still can't believe it some days because it was really out of the blue
So I'm still living with her 8 weeks later and it's awful as my heart is still breaking but I literally have no where to go at the moment, as we moved 100 miles away from home to be near her family and it's her tenancy
But I too have continued to TTC by myself and have a steady donor now and seen him twice so far whilst living here still, first time I arranged him to come up here without her knowing(she was working) and the second time she went out for an hour for him to come up, (she clicked as I was avoiding mayo as bad for pregnancy and I was in the first TWW) and asked if I was pregnant lol
It was only a month after a dear friend of mine had died too
And a month afterwards I lost my fur baby to cancer
So yes I've had a very rough few months
It's good that you DH is still going to be a donor for you
I didn't get a positive OPK this but ovulated on CD22 because of all the other signs
I think it may be worth you investing in clearblue fertility monitor, it's brilliant, I got mine half price on eBay and on the first month using it this time around, the last 6 cycles I have been ovulating on around CD14 - CD 16 but this one will be a very long cycle for some reason, but I though I had ovulated on CD 15 due to my CM but turns out my darkest OPK was on CD22 and monitor went high too and severe EWCM and CP was correct
So I would definitely recommend the monitor
