Hi ladies,
I hope y’all are having a great weekend.
WELL, I do have some news to share…………………………………….!
I GOT MY !!!
Omg…seriously, I CANNOT believe it!
I mean, this was the month that I was supposed to ‘take off’, because of my newly diagnosed hypothyroidism and the endometrial biopsy I had done 1 week before I o’d. We only bd’d
ONCE during my fertile window—the day before o. Not to mention that although ff gave me my crosshairs, my temps were so rocky that FF said it was possible that I didn’t ovulate, remember?
Then my dr wanted me to start the b. She suggested it I start taking it when on my appt with her on 5DPO. She told me I could either start taking the bc right away, or wait to take on CD1. I actually went and filled the rx that night, but didn’t take it after all. Later that night, a couple of ladies on the soy iso’s forum really made me question taking the bc. So I decided not to take it (Thank God!!).
So, in hindsight, here were the signs:
Last Friday, when I had a spat/yelled at ds when he gave me attitude? I went from 0 to 60 in like, 0 seconds and lost my cool really quickly. So unlike me. That was weird.
Then on Tuesday, a few minutes before it was time for me to wake up, I felt a horrendous cramp—one of those you get when you have a really upset stomach and gas? and you feel like you’re going to explode? That’s how it felt. But then it went away after a few seconds. I’ve never had a cramp like that before, so I just chalked it up to a ‘pre-cramp’ since af was due 2 days later.
On Weds morning,
just to be sure, I used an ic and got a stark blaring white. I kept expecting af Thursday, and nothing. Then I got some spotting-just a nickel sized blob, don’t remember if it was Thurs or Fri. So then I thought, ok, here comes the stupid witch.
Then last night, when I got home from work, I was on google for about 30 minutes because I suspected that my thyroid meds had caused af to be late. It turns out that thyroid meds
can totally throw off af, so I was already fretting about the meds, planning to call my dr first thing monday morning, I was even going to post and ask angel if taking her thryoids threw off her cycle in the beginning.
Well, I spent all day cleaning out the garage. About noon, I was crouched really low for a long time, and when I got up, I got a sharp cramp in my lower left side ovary area. I recognized it as something I felt before, when I was pg. That’s what made the lightbulb go on! So I came inside and poas on an ic. I got the faintest of faint lines. Like, it was so faint, I thought I was seeing things. So I found my stash of EPT's, used the Answer early response, and the lines are so strong that they are undeniable!!!!
So, of course i have a many concerns in my mind...first and foremost, I am HOPING that my thyroid levels are optimized...second,
IFthat cramp I felt on Tues was implantation, that's a late day to implant! Late implantation does NOT bode well for pregnancy viability.
Anyways, of course I will be contacting both my gp and ob/gyn monday morning first thing about my pregnancy and my thyroid, and see what the next step is.
I'm going to try to stay positive, not fret, try not to get to attached yet to my bean,
but still enjoy the bfp feeling,
hope for the best, and pray that God has blessed me with my rainbow.