Well, safe to say I am out, at exactly 4 weeks pregnant.
After the light spotting in the last few days (which I had hoped was just breakthrough bleeding), I woke up at 5AM this morning with cramps and quite a lot of red bleeding which has not stopped yet. I had also taken myt BBT right after waking up and sure enough, it was extremely low, which is obviously not a good sign.
Now I am getting ready to go to work and dreading it already. I dont wanna stay home because it will be horrible to wallow in misery all by myself. But I am also not looking forward to having to hold back my tears, while trying to focus on work, and going to the toilet every 10 minutes to pass more and more clots...
I just dont understand. My last (although accidental) pregnancy ended at exactly 4 weeks too. What is going on?
I cried all morning in bed, my bf was so sweet with comforting and holding me. Telling me that we will try again, that he wants me to be the mother of his children and that I will be. Just now before he left for work, he cried too.
After this I want to take a break from TTC for a few months. Maybe we will try again around January or so, but for now I need a break.