SteffyRae
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Had bloods done, levels were good, 5 days later small increase but not doubled, 3 days later exactly the same, 4 days later started going down. This is #4.
Everytime I felt like something was wrong I came up with some kind of excuse why that could happen and the baby was still okay. I feel like I've lost this baby multiple times now. It was our "last" baby it would of been our third and we would of been done. We tried for a year and a half. Me and s close friend got pregnant within 3 weeks of each other, our older two are exactly a day apart. It felt like fate, I had so much hope and excitement. I feel stupid and betrayed by my own body 6 pregnancies and I have two children, I am thankful for them but the losses are too much. I feel bitter and hateful. I hate feeling so bitter, the only person in not pussed that they are pregnant is my close friend because I like her. This is so lame.
Everytime I felt like something was wrong I came up with some kind of excuse why that could happen and the baby was still okay. I feel like I've lost this baby multiple times now. It was our "last" baby it would of been our third and we would of been done. We tried for a year and a half. Me and s close friend got pregnant within 3 weeks of each other, our older two are exactly a day apart. It felt like fate, I had so much hope and excitement. I feel stupid and betrayed by my own body 6 pregnancies and I have two children, I am thankful for them but the losses are too much. I feel bitter and hateful. I hate feeling so bitter, the only person in not pussed that they are pregnant is my close friend because I like her. This is so lame.
