i posted this poem on bounty and haylet b spotted it and said she thought it b nice if i came here and posted it as well. when i had my m/c 3 months a go i found 4 different poems i liked so i took a bit from each one and made it in2 one that said what i felt. i then buried my pregnancy test with the poem as i didnt wont to just throw it away. how do i say goodbuy... when i didnt get to say hello? i wanted to keep you so badly... how do i let go? for those few weeks- i had you to myself and that seems to short a time to be changed so profoundly i never got to hold you but it breaks my heart to let you go the pain and confusion i feel inside i cannot explain... i cannot describe. when i lost you i lost a lifetimes of hopes, plans, dreams and asperations... a slice of my future simply vanished over nite. you'll be my sunshine in the daytime and the brightest star at nite i was blessed to have you briefly.. evan thoe i have to let go i wish i knew the reason but i guess i'll never know. it wasnt enough time to convince others how important and special you were. how odd, a truly unique person has recently died and noone is morning the passing. no 'normal' person would cry all nite over a tiny unfinshed baby, or get depressed and withdraw day after endless day. no one would, so why am i? just know our love goes deep and strong we'll never forget you never- the child we had, but never had, and yet will have forever.