Hey ladies!! Sorry I missed so
much of the discussion yesterday
Hubby wanted to go to a get together with him at his coworker's house, and we didn't leave to late so I didn't have a chance to respond. I did however check in and read the posts. I didn't want to be rude and be on my phone all night. I was sad though because I wanted to be "hanging out" here with MY friends, ya know
I don't know if the ? was for all of us Kim, about the SA, but Romeo had one after our MC and everything is fine with him (which I knew because he has kids from a previous relationship that he doesn't see because he's being banned by their mom, which is why I think he wants our baby so bad, buuuuut that's a ramble for another time lmao). Just gotta make sure I'm fine,and of course they don't test til after 3 consecutive MCs.
I am sorry though Louisa and Jodie because of the judgements y'all face but at the end of the day it's your decision and your life. I'm glad your head is on being mature and starting a family and settling down, instead of thinking about clubbing and drinking and fooling around. Even doctors can be fools
It's hard not to start buying things once you're pregnant, especially when you want it badly. I didn't have a chance to come up with cool "outting"ideas because my DH told just about everybody when I was only 5 WEEKS lol, but I did buy onesies that I still have here. I'm just waiting on baby R Carter to make an appearance (no matter the gender, we're giving it those initials).
Call me weird but I was just online watching Fertilization and Conception, even ovulation demonstration videos lol. Even though I know HOW it goes. I wanted to see the egg being released and how much the poor
have to go through just to get to it. And just figuring how much of chance we had this cycle. I'm like you Louisa, I feel good about this cycle. REALLY good. Someone's gonna get a
soon and that's gonna send the domino effect down to the rest of us. I just feel it. I really hope that once we do get our
s and even after we deliver, that we stay FF SSMs because I'm gonna need you mommies to be to lean on and talk to then too. (Great name for us girls
) Speaking of delivery, I went through a "spontaneous MC" where you actually have a premature labor, and of course since the baby is not nearly developed at 11w to survive, it died.
So I did experience contractions already. Because it would not detach itself from the walls of the uterus is why I had to have the D&C but I did experience everything else except delivery as my OB put it, just with a smaller fetus. I'm pretty sure I can handle labor and delivery now. Needles freak me out regardless so I'm sure I'm gonna go natural after seeing the epidural needle.
sorry doctor I'll pass.
Damn, that was the longest ramble in history of BnB. OK I'll shut up now