left my phone at home because I woke up late and I was rushing. Sorry I missed so much. 
Kim how's our little bean today?
He's been sick all week and I've taken such care to stay away from him, wash my hands constantly, etc., but I woke up at 4:00 this morning feeling like I was swallowing shards of glass every time I swallowed. Since I haven't been to my first prenatal appointment, I'm terrified to take any medicine because I remember from last time you're supposed to avoid it if at all possible during the first trimester. I feel really crappy and am planning to go to Urgent Care just to get some advice for being sick and only 5 weeks pregnant. After that, I'll probably come home and crawl back in bed. 
So I apologize in advance if I'm not my usual chatty self the next couple of days. 
that's so strange, we really are SSM's! I completely sympathise right now, I can't swallow and even my ears hurt! I haven't even bothered xxx
, and there was a spot of pure blood on the tissue.. Confused!!!!! It's too early to be IB but too late to be O bleeding, Kim what was your experience with the IB?
) You should consider keeping a log or notes though! You can use your Countdown to Pregnancy account, that's what I do (in addition to charting).
I haven't had any more since, but lots of creamy lotion type CM which seems to be getting a little thicker than yesterday- which according to my Ovia app if it stays creamy then it could be a sign, they say! not getting my hopes up! We will just have to wait and see but I reaaaaaally hope so!!!! Would be the best Christmas present ever. At the same time, I'm now also more nervous because a BFN would be even more upsetting now I've had this.. But what will be will be 
how are you anyway love? Hows little sticky? Are you feeling better today? xx
Where is everyone?
) Anyway, I did a HUGE fart and blamed it on the dog, there's me sitting there going 'EWWW SUGAR!' And my brother was calling her disgusting and everything. So the next day he says to my mum 'hey mum, you should of heard the fart that came out of sugars arse last night!' ... Oh my 
I really don't think I ever laughed as much before! Firstly because he was so young so I was SHOCKED but also the fact it was me and he still remembered it enough to mention it to my mum the next day I don't think that will ever leave me! I don't know kika well enough still to know how often is normal for her to check in here but this is abnormal for shara and Jodie I'm just plain scared about now!
It always amazes me what kids remember, even from a young age. And by that, I mean him remembering to tell your mom the next day. Still, that was a good one, thanks for sharing! It is very unusual for Shara, but I'm really truly worried about Jodie. I hope she and her bean are OK!!! I would love to hear from her, even if it was just a quick "I'm OK", you know? I hope Shara hasn't caught the sick bug. It's been cold here this weekend so I can only imagine what it's like up there for her! Maybe she and Romeo are just too busy BDing and wearing each other out to have the energy to come visit with us. Let's hope that's all it is! I miss our FF SSMs!
no I don't see any emojis I still haven't had any more blood, so maybe it was a one off but the fact that I had it once is still keeping hope there for me to hold on to Im also in bed right now at 3.02pm, I'm so tired! So so so so tired for no reason. If I'm not baking a bun then I must have something wrong lol really! I have SO many tests to use up so I tried one this morning, I knew for a fact it would be BFN but I've had so many different brands sat in a bag for ages now, I thought it wouldn't hurt on a serious note though I don't know when to start testing properly. it's never been like this! So lonely it is now 
shall we go find them Kim?!
Hey, whatever helps, right? I thought I was getting better but woke up feeling so miserable, I just knew it wasn't happening today. As for my bean I have my first prenatal appointment on December 8th at 9:00 am. That's 3 weeks from today, and it will seem like the longest 3 weeks of my life. I'm starting to realize that TTC and being pregnant are nothing but waiting games! 
Like you said before, we don't "know" Kika well enough to know what's normal for her, but this definitely isn't normal for the other two! I miss them! 
If we had a way to go find them, I certainly would!
so didn't have a chance to come by ... my bf is a "cooking from scratch" virgin and it was nice spending the weekend making brownies and muffins together and shopping for ingredients rather than "the box" of just "add water" pre-mix ) when i got pregnant i couldn't wait to tell her but apparently she doesn't feel the same way. I also told her what name i wanted for my first baby and she said they had chosen the same name which absolutely crushed me
Jesse is on the verge of sleeping in the garden I think hahaha, and at times it's really bloating me! Making me feel like there's a balloon in my stomach and if I press my stomach against something hard like a wall, it feels like it's just full of moving gas. It's horrible, not sure if that's a 'symptom' or what, but either way I'm still not getting my hopes up it is what it is at the end of the day right
I'm so over this cold!
I feel for you! My stomach is making me feel quite icky too. It's a mix between indigestion, bloating, gas and constipation and I literally don't want to do anything but lay down in bed! Even worse that I have to do night shift tonight lol. I would say it's that time of year for colds and all that malarkey but FLORIDA! When I was there this time of year it was beautiful weather so that is unlucky chick, I hope it shifts soon for you. Bigggg huggles 
