Hi Viking15 sorry to see you lurking around this part of the forum, I don't wish it on anyone to be here but I'm so glad there's always kind words and support from every poster.
Sorry to hear about the planned party, you must be very strong to be able to put up a front in from of those people at such a bad time, xx
has your bleeding stopped?
Hey RB - I'm better now I'm home. Thought to follow hubby into town for some xmas pressies and everything just triggered me off. I was crying at the xmas music, the little kids, women pushing prams, the baby clothes in debenhams..etc. Ended up just sitting in the shopping centre whilst hubby went round the shops, god knows what the other shoppers thought when they saw my miserable face.
I was doing some thinking though. I mean how is it that xmas has literally become just about the presents? why is everyone so bothered about buying every single family member something, isn't it enough to just see them and enjoy a lovely meal once a year?? fortunately my sister said she'd just add our names to the pressies for our cousins and aunties so it saves worrying what to buy them but the amount I've spent, with whats happened recently, I feel like just donating the same amount to the miscarriage association and not bothering with pressies next year. Half the people I buy for I rarely see so I never know what they are actually after!
the meaning behind dec 25 has really been lost hasn't it?
NOOOO you can't have spotting, you've had such a strange cycle this time round maybe it's a good sign, if not, it's not as if 2011 will ever be here again will it? need lots of PMA and babydust to get those 2012 BFP's