--Lion Cubs - Mummy and Baby Group!-- We are all One Year Old!

[Shiv]

yay for first steps, teeth, less morning sickness etc

Boothh, how did the blood test go? when can you phone for results? Did you do another digi?

tmr - I prefer the red dress - both are goregous though.

 

[Boothh]

i have to wait til tuesday to get results at the earliest, im so annoyed with them for making me wait so long, i havnt done another digi, i havnt even done a test today i cba with it all gunna find out with bloods so, i have 1 digi left but scared to do it, really dunno whats going on at all, think ill do digi on monday, x

 

[Boothh]

i started bleeding this morning so think its over this time, gotta wait see what my results are like and have a scan x

 

[Shiv]

massive hugs boothh

 

[Boothh]

im not even that upset i spent all the time since i found out trying to ignore it so i suppose its worked out okay, im feeling optimistic, just gotta wait and see, bleeding is pretty light but more than spotting, i dunno what to think but i dont feel bad yet x

 

[Shiv]

well keep your chin up love

I always said when we were ttc that I wouldn't test until i was actually late for my period - never ever managed it though! It is just too much of a temptation to test! i think back in our mum's day (well mine anyway, but she is getting on a bit!) they didn't have tests so didn't find out until much later on, must have said a lot of heartache I reckon.

I ran Race for Life today - am absolutley knackered having done no training for it and not really exercised since before I got pregnant with sophia. Still i got round and have just sent david out to get fish and chips as a reward!

 

[Pippin]

Sorry Boothh, hope it's just a bit of implantation. My Mum had a day of period like bleeding for both me and my brother. So worrying all this baby malarky!

 

[cleckner04]

Oh no Boothh!! I hope it all works out. Keep your chin up babe.

 

[HeidiLSparks]

We are all thinking of you Booth. Like everyone said, keep your chin up. If now is not the time, it will all happen when its supposed to, and if it is the time, we just need to pray and keep you in our thoughts.

Good job Shiv, sounds like you are a trooper, I get winded from walking up my stairs! AND enjoy the fish and chips haha

 

[Boothh]

thanks everybody i lost alot of blood last night and this morning, and im in quite considerable pain, just got to wait til tomorrow now, i really dont think theres any hope left, were thinking we should leave it a while to ttc again my body obviously isnt ready for another pregnancy yet, :/ i dont feel very sad, a little bit but i feel like i can handle it alot more this time, i have alot to keep me busy so, really thanks for all your support though, you are all truley great friends to me xx

 

[Aunty E]

So sorry Boothh

 

[Shiv]

hugs Boothh.

 

[HeidiLSparks]

Very sorry Booth. We all love you and are sorry you had to go through this. Thinking of you lots today

 

[cleckner04]

It's really hard to find the right thing to say. I hope you are getting as much rest as possible.

 

[spidey]

Boothh- I'm so sorry I hope you were able to do some fun stuff with Jesse this weekend to keep your mind off things.

Shiv- I totally know what you're saying about how years ago they didn't have early pregnancy testing. You're right, it must have saved a lot of heartache. My mom said she was told to wait until she missed 2 periods before the doctor would book an appointment to do a pregnancy test. There was no such thing as home tests back then (about 30 years ago).

 

[cleckner04]

I know I'm guilty of testing early too. It's just so hard NOT to test early when you want it so bad. They say about 95% of women have miscarriages but they just don't realize it because it's a chemical and they still have a period like always. It's a horrible fact of life I guess.

 

[jelr]

Hey girls

Just a quick pop in - I have been reading but things have been mad here the past few weeks finishing up work for the summer and DH is building on a sun room at the back of the house, so its been mad - I'm finally off now for the summer so should get in more often - I just have my aunt staying at the moment for a few days.

Booth - i just wanted to send massive hugs honey

 

[Boothh]

thanks everyone, im pretty much okay, i expected it from the beginning so it wasnt really a shock to see blood, though not nice nonetheless, i really havnt felt that bad about it but im guessing that will hit me at some point, the receptionist from the docs rang to say the doc wants to speak to me personally about my blood result and hes going to ring later, so i am assuming its something bad cus she normally just tells you the result not the doctor!

jesse is turning into a proper grouch!! he throws proper tantrums when he cant get his own way, throwing himself around and screaming, proper screaming like AGGHHHHH!! no tears though, its starting to wind me up if im honest cus he does it over nothing!!

he has a new obsession with balls (toy balls not his ) he has 2 flyaway footballs, a normal sized one and a smaller one which he will not be without he clutches it to his chest and goes mental if he drops it, he will chase it around for hours though, but weve started playing the 'taa' game were i say taa and he will give me what hes holding and say taa, he did this with the ball yesterday and put it in my hand when i moved my hand he went absolutly mental because id taken the ball lmao!

how am i supposed to manage a tantrum from a ten month old, he understands hes being told off if i shout but i dont think he actually understands what hes done or why im shouting so what am i supposed to do!! i dont want him to run rings round me!! x

hes been up since 2am screaming and messing about, we put him in his cot for 40mins he just stood up holding the bars and screaming, so came back in our bed every 5minutes he would start again so had no sleep

 

[Aunty E]

Mog woke up yesterday at 4.30 and wouldn't go back to sleep, and this was after she'd fallen asleep at midnight in the end, hanging onto the bars of her crib with her face shoved through them. In the end I put her in the jumperoo and slept on the sofa til it was time to leave for work.

So sorry about your lo

 

[Boothh]

got my bloods before my levels were 18, so very low, doc said we will never know if there was actually a baby but he thinks it was an early mc cus 5 or under is 'not pregnant' im feeling okay just in abit of pain still but mentally im fine so far i feel like im always ruining the mood in here recently lol!

im planning jesses birthday atm spent a fortune on decorations etc, just looking into actually buying his presents now, then his birthday outfit, i am struggling to find a guest book for his party!! i thought it would be a nice idea for everyone to write him messages then we could get it out when hes 18 and let everyone look at it lmao! but cant find one that matches his theme xx