sparkey2255
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I am new to all of this, but very far from new to TTC. I was married young and got pregnant which resulted in a miscarriage at 4-6 weeks. I divorced a couple of years later, and always looked back in hind sight that it was probably for the best. I married my husband in 2009, and we have been TTC since June of 2010. I got pregnant in June of 2011 (while taking fertiblend, and mmy husband was taking it also.) In August this pregnancy resulted in a miscarriage 8-10 weeks. After lab work from my OBGYN I have found that I have a higher than normal glucose level and began taking insulin in early November. My PCP gave my husband and I the green light to try again. I have very regular periods, a 30 day cycle, and I use a clear blue easy digital ovulation kit which pics up my LH surge right on time. I am due to have my next normal period on Dec, 15. I tested this morning and got a negative result. I assumed that it would be, because my symptoms with previous pregancies are not showing. I am 29, and very dissappointed. I am begining to feel like giving up. Going through all of this has changed me. I find that I am cynical, and having a hard time showing excitement for people I love that are expecting. I am having a hard time being around my two neices that are 5 months and 3 years. My faith is shaken...although I wish it was not. I don't know what else to do.