hello ladies!
i'm ok ta, just melting in this heat!! i can't stand it!
I do look on here frequently but its usually on my phone and writing posts on it is a bit too fiddley so i think i'll reply later but then usually by later i fall asleep and don't get round to it!
I finished work on thursday afternoon so am finally on maternity leave and it could not have come soon enough! the last week in particular was a big struggle!
I'm getting quite paranoid in these last couple of weeks- i rang the hospital up for advice coz jospeh didn't move very much one particular day, and although i've read that they have less space so do move less, i also read that any change in the pattern of movements should be reported to your midwife. However they said as long as i had ten movements by 2pm all should be well, and i did, so i relaxed after that and then later that day he went back to his normal pattern.
I thought i was leaking amniotic fluid last week so the docs have sent a swab sample for testing. then i woke up with my left hand really swollen but it went down by mid morning.
then on friday their was protein in my urine sample. the girls on reception are the ones who test your sample at my docs which i don't really like and she said she'd send the results thru to the doc and if there was anything else i needed to do they'd ring me. i rang them in the afternoon to see if the doc had looked at it yet and the receptionist who answered couldn't find anything on my record about the sample so she went off to investigate and when she came back she said 'oh yeah well the doctor must have looked and said it was ok' and i thought i wonder if i've just been fobbed off here??
yesterday and this morning jospehs having another slow day with movements so thats playing on my mind a bit. he has moved but just not that much. i've listened in on him with my doppler and can get a nice heart beat at the same rate that he usually is at so that helps a bit but i still miss his big squiggles!
i feel like a mental case! and i think its only going to get worse the closer i get coz i'm sooo close to the finishing line, i just want him here with me all well and ok. pffffff
sorry ladies,
i'll try and reign myself back in now.
Hope ur all ok