Kiki just curious but how tall are you? I'm sorry to read about your breastfeeding experience. Can I ask what happened? I had a terrible time with ds1 (who refused to latch after he was given a bottle wayyyyyyy to early after my nurse in the hospital insisted, and I didn't know any better). Ds2 was better, at least he latched, but it was a bad latch, was really painful, and he was losing weight so ended up on formula. Third time has been much better! He has a great latch. Only problem is i have low supply so still have to supplement with formula but he nurses exclusively at night and occasionally during the day. All this to say your experience may be different this time and hey, the included weight loss doesn't hurt!