LTTTC #1 - Support Group *Please share your story

[pipilotta]

I'm sorry pieceofpie, make sure you take good care of yourself.

Ella, did I read right? Massive congrats!

 

[Ella_Hopeful]

Thanks! I'm too nervous to be positive about it yet after my m/c two months ago - and various other reasons!

 

[pbl_ge]

Sorry you had to go through that, Pie. It's definitely not your fault, nor because of the .

Hope everyone is doing okay.

 

[pbl_ge]

Spoiler

And congrats again, Ella!

 

[pieceofpie]

Hello everyone, Thanks so much for the support and the comforted words. It is sad indeed for me. In my family we have not had a baby since 1985 and it just seems like there will never be another one.

I just cant understand it but the bleeding stop and I have no symptoms except my breast is still a bit tender. My hcg level is not 5.4 I could not believe its going down so fast, it makes everything seems so final. I kept praying since yesterday that it was all just a mistake, maybe it was indeed for the best as everyone said. My doctor said my eggs are not good and to add to it I am over 35, in my late thirties so maybe there is a point to it all. I am just so confused that at the moment food or water is of little interest to me.

Ella am I to understand that there is congratulation in order. If so I am so happy for you, at least we got some good news here. I am so sorry I bought my depression here.

 

[dovkav123]

pieceofpie, sorry what happened to you.
Don't you listen to those dr. they go by the book an we're all different.
I am sure you'll get another BFP. Women after m/c are very fertile. Look at Ella. Don't apologize for your pain, we are here to help

I am A PUPO and 2ww began. Transfer went smoothly yesterdaqy, 8A cell bean is swimming in me now. I am happy to say that SA was great so we did IVF not ICSI. Something new and more natural was done, it is always hope that this one will stick.

 

[Ella_Hopeful]

Right, think of that pieceofpie - I'm not saying my pg will be viable, I really don't know at the moment, but I did get pg 2 months after I m/c-ed! And the first month after m/c I didn't even ovulate properly so it doesn't count! Would never have believed it - didn't have a single BFP for over 18 months, then practically two in row! Anything can change in a minute.

I'm so sorry for your loss and I hope you can look forward to a brighter future, soon, soon soon! Although when I m/ced I wanted those babies (twins), not another baby! But it passes. Also, you're prob. having to deal with a lot of hormones it's so easy to get depressed Feel good. Thinking of you. And we all vent here and get depressed and moan and cry, please don't feel you have to apologize at all!

 

[pieceofpie]

How my, you guys are making me feel great about myself at the moment. The bleeding is back but in terms of spotting. I hope it stop very soon and I can move beyond this point and start looking at other things. The doctors here are so depressing and every time they open their mouth I get more depress. I am home now and the only good thing is we live far from the city and by the sea so I can somewhat relax.

Dovkav, I am soooo keeping my fingers cross for you, so when you think we are going to find out. Eight babies, it would be great if all eight implant, this is great news indeed and I am so excited

Ella, it will be a success, I don't believe in lightening striking in the same place twice. Next year will be a happy event for everyone on this board.

I think pregnancy is catching once we get two, many more will follow. I will indeed remind positive and hope I get another opportunity before year end so does everyone else.

 

[Myshelsong]

Dovkav - Good luck with the little bean, hopefully it will be a healthy strong implant!

Started the bding for this cycle and had a bit of a panic attack the other night thinking of it all. Calmed down after my acupuncture session so at least I am not a ball of crazy right now lol. Fingers are crossed that the yoga, acupuncture, maca and soy work their magic!

How is everyone else feeling this Friday?

 

[pbl_ge]

Sorry for the panic, Myshel. It's such a rollercoaster, so I can't imagine what it's like to get back on after a break.

I start stims tonight, and apparently all time has stopped. I've been thinking it would all go really fast once I was at this point, but I swear the clock has moved at half time all day. Of course, that could have to do with me being excited for Friday night, too!

 

[dovkav123]

myshel, you worked so hard for this cycle. You deserve your big and fat BFP!
The probem you'll have, you'll never kow which fertility method helped you! That won't matter at that time!

pbl_ge, you're officially IVF gal. I hope this road will be smooth and short!

pieceofpie, I hope you feel better.
say hello to Bahamas. What a fanastic place to spend a weekend. Dreaming, dreaming.....
Sticky Babies July 2014!

 

[TLB1986]

Af showed her ugly face on Saturday... Still a BFP Virgin. Starting 5mg Femara again tonight. HOpe this is the last month I'll have to take it.

 

[pipilotta]

I'm sorry Af showed TLB. Fingers crossed this cycle works for you.

 

[Myshelsong]

TLB - That is the worst.

Just dropped hubby off to the airport for the week, he will be coming back Friday night, but it looks like I have not ovulated yet
I think Soy is going to make me ovulate late, I just hope it is so late that Scott gets back in time to hit it!

 

[TLB1986]

TLB - That is the worst.

Just dropped hubby off to the airport for the week, he will be coming back Friday night, but it looks like I have not ovulated yet
I think Soy is going to make me ovulate late, I just hope it is so late that Scott gets back in time to hit it!

Thanks!! Good Luck with this cycle.

 

[pbl_ge]

Hi Ladies! Kinda quiet here. Is everyone doing okay?

TLB, so sorry about the bfn. Hope this is your month!

Myshel, hope your timing works out okay. So frustrating when you miss that teeny little window!

Dovkav, when is test date? And how are you feeling?

What's the news with everyone else?

IVF is a bit bumpy so far, and I'm very nervous. My estradiol shot up like a rocket from 28 to 896 in three days (they want it to double daily). They're monitoring me closely, but I'm very worried the cycle will get cancelled. Will know more tomorrow.

Hope all are well.

 

[Myshelsong]

It seems like most of us or in the waiting stage ....
still no temp jump or ovulation cramping so hopeing it holds out for the weekend to ovulate.

Hopefully everything goes well with your IVF!

Dov - any test news?

 

[flou]

Pbl wishing you the best with the ivf. I hope they don't have to cancel

Myshel hope your DH gets back in time for you to catch the egg

sorry AF showed TLB

AF also showed for me at the weekend. It was really hard this month as this time last year i had just conceived my angel. Ive got a doc appt on Thursday as my period pains have been really bad for the last 4 cycles. Especially in my back on the day of AF. I also want to see if we can be referred back to the fs as its nearly been a year since my mc and when we went in March they told us to wait a year after our mc. After trying for number 1 for 2 and a half years and 1 mc on the way i want some kind of answers and possible help.

 

[madtowngirl]

Omg flou I am in almost the exact same boat. I had an m/c in late January/early February (confirmed on Valentine's day), and the doctors refuse to see me until next January. I really hate that. My periods have been irregular, and my cycle lengths have varied by as much as 8 days, but "no, come back next year!"

I'm 31, I don't have time to play stupid doctor waiting games.

This is actually my first post in the lttc forum, also...I've been sort of lurking here. I know my length is a drop in the bucket to some of you, but I've now been officially trying for a year, with one loss. I don't understand why I can't be a mommy.

 

[flou]

Omg flou I am in almost the exact same boat. I had an m/c in late January/early February (confirmed on Valentine's day), and the doctors refuse to see me until next January. I really hate that. My periods have been irregular, and my cycle lengths have varied by as much as 8 days, but "no, come back next year!"

I'm 31, I don't have time to play stupid doctor waiting games.

This is actually my first post in the lttc forum, also...I've been sort of lurking here. I know my length is a drop in the bucket to some of you, but I've now been officially trying for a year, with one loss. I don't understand why I can't be a mommy.

Sorry for your loss. I'm 32 and I feel exactly the same. It took us 19 months to get our first bfp whilst waiting for a Fs appt. When we went which was after my mc they told us come back in a year. I felt like i was back at square one and nearing the two year mark at that point. Very frustrating! We have now been trying 10 months since my mc and im going to ask to be referred as it will take a few months for the referral. I hope you get your sticky bean soon!