LTTTC-after loss-TWW...

[barbikins]

only that OHIP covers $2K of three Fresh Cycle IVF.
so my frozen, I would get no breaks.

 

[Petzy]

That is BS Barb...

 

[natjenson]

Hiya ladies.....sorry I been Mia...

Barbs I am soo soo sorry about this round...
I wish thee was something comforting I could say you make you feel better....awe this is so unfair....
Fx you FET is a success love...we are all rooting for you.

How is everyone else...? Good I hopes...

Meg thinking of you right now...hope your scan goes well today...looking forward to seeing your first scan pic
Oh and happy raspberry week.

Well afm...I feel totally crap....I crashed out at 8:30 last night and didn't wake up till 9am this morning...must of needed that.phew.
Bad news came through about my MRI ...can't wrap my head around it really...STILL waiting for my spec to phone me and finish talking it through and discuss the treatment plan.
Oh boy I hope it IS today bc I just want to "get on up with it" ....and btw...this bitch ain't knocking my ass down....I beat cancer...so I can beat this !...
I went on line and I am hope this isn't the degenerative disease it's talking of ...
I suppose more Tests will find this out.

Anyways....cd21 bloods this avo....time to go and get pricked again lol....
Oh and 9dpo....(sorry Erin ) but it's a bfn ....I have a16 day lp so it's plenty of time yet.
Gots to be positive right?. Lol

Take care ladies...wishing you all the best of luck.

Back on again later

Natalie xxx

 

[eyemom]

Haha Natalie there was another thread where the ladies were asking, but I was going to hold on...but then I see you tested, and there went my resolve. BFN here too. I don't know, it's probably not good to think this way, but these early BFNs just kinda help me get used to it by the time I'm more dpo and it's reliable. I wouldn't mind one bit, and for the most part I still don't this early on, but I just heard from another woman on here who got a squinter at 9 dpo and now I want one too. ;P

And about the MRI...hope it's not as bad as you fear. Hope you hear something soon and it's not hanging over you all day and night.

 

[natjenson]

Haha Natalie there was another thread where the ladies were asking, but I was going to hold on...but then I see you tested, and there went my resolve. BFN here too. I don't know, it's probably not good to think this way, but these early BFNs just kinda help me get used to it by the time I'm more dpo and it's reliable. I wouldn't mind one bit, and for the most part I still don't this early on, but I just heard from another woman on here who got a squinter at 9 dpo and now I want one too. ;P

And about the MRI...hope it's not as bad as you fear. Hope you hear something soon and it's not hanging over you all day and night.

Sorry about the bfn too Hun ....it sux eh.
But I TOTALY get how you look at testing early like that...I do too kind of...lol...it sort of pep reapers you for the bfn later in the game in a way...
I wish I had a squinted too..ohhhhh lol.

There's still time tho Hun ....bfp's are just around the corner...I can feel one coming you know....not sure who.llbut I'm sort of sligpddin towards shanta....let's hope so eh.

Hang in there Hun...

Natalie xxx

 

[barbikins]

Erin, same. I am numbed by the bfn that by Saturday I'll shrug it off that my bloods are negative. No big blow. LOL Balls.

Hang in there, Nat. You're a strong woman & a fighter.
I give you all the strength this year! XO

13dpo & bfn for me too

 

[natjenson]

Erin, same. I am numbed by the bfn that by Saturday I'll shrug it off that my bloods are negative. No big blow. LOL Balls.

Hang in there, Nat. You're a strong woman & a fighter.
I give you all the strength this year! XO

13dpo & bfn for me too

Big to you barbs...
I'm with ya all the way Hun

Natalie xxx

 

[Sis4Us]

sorry about the BFN Again Barbs

Nat hope the MRI isn't what u Googled ..... Pst stay away from Google!!

Erin & Nat sorry about the bFn hope u see LIne porn soon!!!

AFM .... Had to move scan until Tom cuz DH doesn't want me driving on the wet icy roads he says my Lead foot can't handle ice!!!
OPKs are still really faint which is strange so I guess Tom is good!!

Guess its Pjs and paint for me today!!

Meg scan????? Exciting

Becky Enjoy that Honeymoon!!!

 

[Petzy]

Ok girls! I am back.. scan went great, measuring 3 days ahead at 8+3, heart rate was a bit high but I am going back again in a week for my next scan

here is my more advanced blob haha...

I also gave them the name of the OB i want to be referred to, and filled out paperwork for the Panorama blood test... I will find out the sex in like 2 weeks! lol its crazy...

 

[natjenson]

Ok girls! I am back.. scan went great, measuring 3 days ahead at 8+3, heart rate was a bit high but I am going back again in a week for my next scan

here is my more advanced blob haha...

I also gave them the name of the OB i want to be referred to, and filled out paperwork for the Panorama blood test... I will find out the sex in like 2 weeks! lol its crazy...

...............................

 

[barbikins]

Yahooo! Exciting stuff, Meg.
Now, enjoy your pregnancy!

 

[Sis4Us]

Congrats meg what a Great Blod U have!!!!

 

[Petzy]

ok girls! I am back.. Scan went great, measuring 3 days ahead at 8+3, heart rate was a bit high but i am going back again in a week for my next scan

here is my more advanced blob haha...

I also gave them the name of the ob i want to be referred to, and filled out paperwork for the panorama blood test... I will find out the sex in like 2 weeks! Lol its crazy...

...............................

lmao!!!!

 

[eyemom]

Barb, SS for the bfn. I can't believe you get no break on the frozen ones, that's such crap.

LOL Balls.



Hanging in there Natalie? Any updates?

Meg ahhhh, what a lovely blob you have.

Hope everyone else is great!

 

[nimbec]

Hi ladies just popping in quickly to say hi I'm having a lovely honeymoon

Meg yay I love your blob how exciting!!!!! Hopefully you can relax a little now although I remember all to well that actually it's always a worry but hopefully the excitement can balance out the worry now! Wow and finding out the sex at 10 weeks? Gosh the earliest we can find out here is 16wks if we pay and 20 if not :0 how exciting !!

Barbs I'm so sorry about the bfn truly it sucks totally totally sucks how soon can you try again? It's shit about not getting money for frosties. I'm so sorry!!!!

Sorry about the bfns eyemom & nat they suck big time !

Sis hope your ok.

As for me I ovulated so I'm now officially 3dpo however I think we cocked up the bd timing haha just read that back oooops could have done with more cock up time hahaahahahaha

 

[wannabemummyb]

Hi ladies,

Would it be ok if I joined?

We've been ttc since Dec 2009 (4 years), we had an early loss in July 2010 then waited until May 2013 for our next. That baby we lost in June. Ironically, the bleeding started whilst in the doctors reception waiting for an appointment/check up. I was hysterical and the doc said she would book me into the epu and did some blood tests which she put a rush on and confirmed i'd lost the baby. We had to wait for a day for the results which was awful. Ironically, it was confirmed the Thursday before fathers day

After the misscarriage i thought i was doing fine, but totally went off bd, especially around the time I could be ov'ing. I realised that i was terrified of getting pregnant again. So from this month we are ttc again, we are also on a diet and hoping that will help both our sex drives and chance of a successful pregnancy.

Our EDD past on the 17th, so i feel better about ttc again.

 

[natjenson]

Hi ladies just popping in quickly to say hi I'm having a lovely honeymoon

Meg yay I love your blob how exciting!!!!! Hopefully you can relax a little now although I remember all to well that actually it's always a worry but hopefully the excitement can balance out the worry now! Wow and finding out the sex at 10 weeks? Gosh the earliest we can find out here is 16wks if we pay and 20 if not :0 how exciting !!

Barbs I'm so sorry about the bfn truly it sucks totally totally sucks how soon can you try again? It's shit about not getting money for frosties. I'm so sorry!!!!

Sorry about the bfns eyemom & nat they suck big time !

Sis hope your ok.

As for me I ovulated so I'm now officially 3dpo however I think we cocked up the bd timing haha just read that back oooops could have done with more cock up time hahaahahahaha

bahahahahahahaha cock "up" time...love it.

Natalie xxx

 

[natjenson]

Hi ladies,

Would it be ok if I joined?

We've been ttc since Dec 2009 (4 years), we had an early loss in July 2010 then waited until May 2013 for our next. That baby we lost in June. Ironically, the bleeding started whilst in the doctors reception waiting for an appointment/check up. I was hysterical and the doc said she would book me into the epu and did some blood tests which she put a rush on and confirmed i'd lost the baby. We had to wait for a day for the results which was awful. Ironically, it was confirmed the Thursday before fathers day

After the misscarriage i thought i was doing fine, but totally went off bd, especially around the time I could be ov'ing. I realised that i was terrified of getting pregnant again. So from this month we are ttc again, we are also on a diet and hoping that will help both our sex drives and chance of a successful pregnancy.

Our EDD past on the 17th, so i feel better about ttc again.

Hi there wannabemummyb

Welcome love.
Oh gawsh you have had a rough time my love...I'm so so sorry for your loss last year...
So you been ttc for 4 yrs now.lol.wow your a worrior too...
I totally get the feeling of being afraid to be pg after such a loss and also the loss of labido too...it's takes some time to feel normall again my dear...
Glad youb are feeling better after the edd too...I was like that last year with my edd...I was sooo down about it looming and then a couple of weeks after it I felt as tho I was getting back to me again...
I'm glad you have found us wbm...hopefully we can all be a part of helping you through your journey and down times.
Btw...we all go by our real names....would you like to share yours....I'm Natalie ....
It's ok if you don't want to yet I understand

Good luck Hun and keep us up to date with your cycle won't you ..

Baby dust to you too.

Natalie xxx

 

[natjenson]

Ok ladies....I'm shaking here....I took my 10dpo test this morning....walked away from it (instead of any listing the heck out if the dye running through lol) - totally forgot about it and remembered when the test had dried...ooops...
Anyways...lit has a pink thick faint faint line....I am shaking like a mo fo....
Iv had Evaps on the tests before so I don't know weather or not I can trust this...

OMG....what if it's real!?....haha...this is crazy.. Off to get some frers and go home and test like a crazy pissy pants in the bathroom.bahahahaha...

Will let you all know what my findings are.

Good day to you all my lovelys.

Natalie xxx

 

[wannabemummyb]

Hi there wannabemummyb

Welcome love.
Oh gawsh you have had a rough time my love...I'm so so sorry for your loss last year...
So you been ttc for 4 yrs now.lol.wow your a worrior too...
I totally get the feeling of being afraid to be pg after such a loss and also the loss of labido too...it's takes some time to feel normall again my dear...
Glad youb are feeling better after the edd too...I was like that last year with my edd...I was sooo down about it looming and then a couple of weeks after it I felt as tho I was getting back to me again...
I'm glad you have found us wbm...hopefully we can all be a part of helping you through your journey and down times.
Btw...we all go by our real names....would you like to share yours....I'm Natalie ....
It's ok if you don't want to yet I understand

Good luck Hun and keep us up to date with your cycle won't you ..

Baby dust to you too.

Natalie xxx

Hi Natalie,

Thank you for your welcome and understanding. My name is Bex

Good luck on the frer's fingers crossed for you