LTTTC-after loss-TWW...

[nimbec]

Oh barbs I completely understand your fear it's totally normal and completely just to feel the way you do. I really hope tho that it was just your urine was diluted!! Hoping and praying you get that bfp this morning!!! I'm waiting on tender hooks. We will be here to support you what ever the outcome xx

Well my pos opk was confirmed this morning guess what those new digis still said the same thing lol and I confirmed ov with one of their old digis not the new fancy ones and lo an behold it agreed with the ic!! So we managed to bd last night & this morning - hope to persuade dh for a late evening bd too as I feel we didn't do enough before...not sure he will be up for it but a gal can try!

Hope everyone is ok

 

[Petzy]

Whoop to positive opk Becky !! You lure that DH tonight hehe ! FX for you xoxo

 

[Petzy]

Been tossing and turning all night as DH is sick and got up to take a bath , then have a snack etc. I woke up with extreme hunger pain and boobs felt like they were being torn off so hopefully that's good lol

Hope everyone has a great Sunday xx I will be taking care of sicky DH ! Xx

 

[barbikins]

Hey everyone!
Thanks Becky but I got a bfn.
I have a shadow line on my FRER. So I guess trigger has finally made it out of my system. I have to guess I could possibly still be pregnant but 11dpo is usually the magic number. With both my pregnancies I had early results. And statistically if you get a bfn at 11dpo, chances of pregnancy drops & then even more so every day.

 

[nimbec]

Barbs I'm so so so so so sorry I can't imagine how disappointed you must be feeling right now and nothing I can say will help but I want you to know I'm here if you need me and I'm sending the biggest virtual hug possible!!! As you say tho there is still a bit of hope... Xxxxxxx

 

[Sis4Us]

Barbs so hoping u get a Later BFP !!!!!

 

[eyemom]

Barb I'm still holding out hope that it was just too early.

 

[barbikins]

Thanks girlies. I'll let you guys know tomorrow AM how it goes.
I had a major teaser this evening. Thought I had a faint bfp & after gem or so minutes started to fade away. Like wtf?!?!

 

[Sis4Us]

Hate the teaser ..... Really hate testing out the trigger myself it gets so Frustrating!!

Hope u have Super Line Porn in the Am!!!

 

[barbikins]

Lol line porn.
Me too.
I really though this evening that I was getting my bfp. Never had this sort of evap crap.

 

[eyemom]

Line porn! LOL! I love it.

Is that supposed to say after ten or so minutes? I thought evaps showed up AFTER the allotted time? So a legit line before 10 minutes could be real? I've had things that lasted like for a second or two as the pee passed over it, but anything that stayed for more than a couple of minutes would probably get my hopes up.

these ups and downs are killer, can't imagine how it makes you feel. Cheering for you Barb.

 

[nimbec]

Oh Barbs wishing you every bit of luck for a big line today!!! I'm off on honeymoon ladies until wednesday evening so i'm not sure how much i'll be able to get on - I will definately be thinking of you all esp barbs and will do my best to get online tonight to see any updates xxx

 

[barbikins]

Becky have fun!!! Where are you off to?

Well unfortunately bad news. Stark white FRER.
I am not even the slightest surprised by this outcome.
I don't have the heart to tell DH it's over. Ugh.
I hate this.

 

[eyemom]

 

[nimbec]

Oh barbs I'm so sorry life is so cruel and unfair!!! Maybe oh can support you if you tell him & work through it together? How soon can you try again? It's only a matter of time it just HAS to be your turn!!!!!!!! I can't even begin to understand how awful you must be feeling but I'd like to send you a huge hug and i hope u can pick your self up and try again with your frosties! ((((Hugs))))

 

[Petzy]

Barb I am really sorry. The only word I can think of is unfair.. because that's what this is exactly. I know the odds increase within 3 rounds so I am really hopeful for you... is first round success rare?

 

[barbikins]

Thanks everyone!

Actually no first round success rates are high. A part of that is its a fresh cycle.
Although lots of woman only get pregnant on FET because they've tweaked the drugs for you. But anyway I don't know when I can start frozen. I don't know if clinic's are different or doctors are different but I believe I could start ASAP from some reading I've done online. I'll find out soon enough from my RE.
I really wanted one thing to come easy to us after everything.
I'm just getting affraid now that it wont happen for us. In part because of the cost

 

[Sis4Us]

Barbs I'm still hopeful for U even though at the moment it feels all is lost!!

I've seen it go both ways and it really isn't Fair especially w the cost that is the main reason that we haven't gone that route yet!!!

Big hugs to U!!!

 

[barbikins]

its crazy unfair about the cost
oh well, just gotta hope one of our FET cycle's will work.

 

[Petzy]

its crazy unfair about the cost
oh well, just gotta hope one of our FET cycle's will work.

Is there anywhere else you can apply for some kind of funding? For gods sake you had your tubes removed... Like seriously how should you bear the burden of this....