LTTTC-after loss-TWW...

[natjenson]

Hi there wannabemummyb

Welcome love.
Oh gawsh you have had a rough time my love...I'm so so sorry for your loss last year...
So you been ttc for 4 yrs now.lol.wow your a worrior too...
I totally get the feeling of being afraid to be pg after such a loss and also the loss of labido too...it's takes some time to feel normall again my dear...
Glad youb are feeling better after the edd too...I was like that last year with my edd...I was sooo down about it looming and then a couple of weeks after it I felt as tho I was getting back to me again...
I'm glad you have found us wbm...hopefully we can all be a part of helping you through your journey and down times.
Btw...we all go by our real names....would you like to share yours....I'm Natalie ....
It's ok if you don't want to yet I understand

Good luck Hun and keep us up to date with your cycle won't you ..

Baby dust to you too.

Natalie xxx

Hi Natalie,

Thank you for your welcome and understanding. My name is Bex

Good luck on the frer's fingers crossed for you

Awe thank you love...and a big HELLO bex

Natalie xxx

 

[Petzy]

Ok ladies....I'm shaking here....I took my 10dpo test this morning....walked away from it (instead of any listing the heck out if the dye running through lol) - totally forgot about it and remembered when the test had dried...ooops...
Anyways...lit has a pink thick faint faint line....I am shaking like a mo fo....
Iv had Evaps on the tests before so I don't know weather or not I can trust this...

OMG....what if it's real!?....haha...this is crazy.. Off to get some frers and go home and test like a crazy pissy pants in the bathroom.bahahahaha...

Will let you all know what my findings are.

Good day to you all my lovelys.

Natalie xxx

Nat! Post a pic and a tweak too ! Oh Nat I hope it's not a stupid Evap I know you are eternally cursed with those mother fackers. Xoxoxo stalking you !!! Xx

 

[Petzy]

Welcome Bex! So very sorry for all you have been through. This group has all been through loss and you are in good company. I can imagine it had been really difficult for you. I wish you all the best on your ttc journey and for a sticky bean ASAP ! Xo

Meg

 

[Petzy]

Becky - that was hilarious re cock up time. Woo hoo welcome to the 2ww! Hope you're having a great time on your honeymoon! Now get back into bed haha xx

 

[nimbec]

Hi bex welcome! So sorry to hear what you have been through this ttc journey sure has some tough times. Your in great company here!

Nat OMG OMG omg haha I need an update! I so so so so hope this is not a evap!! How soon can you poas ? I will try and check in later!!

Hi everyone - sat here chilling in the spa thinking to myself that if I did happen to be preggy I would have just cooked my bean in the jacuzzis however I've spent so many times not going in 'just incase' that this time I though what the hell!! It's really surreal I'm in a heated pool/jacuzzi outside and it's raining lol!! Xx

 

[Petzy]

OMG Becky that sounds amazing... you deserve it!! And do not worry about a thing.. think about all the rock stars that probably conceive in a hot tub LMAO on god knows how many substances and have healthy babies LOL... enjoy yourself And stay off BNB!!!

 

[eyemom]

Becky, glad you're enjoying yourself.

NATALIE! Where's the update??? You're killing me!

Bex, hi and welcome. So sorry you find yourself here though. I'm so sorry, you've been through a lot. It's so frustrating how going through this stuff throws a wrench in the sex life too...it's like salt in the wound. Hope the changes make you both feel better. Good luck back on this ttc journey, I'll be rooting for you.

AFM, still bfn today. I did that thing where I kept holding the stick at different angles and holding it in the light to see if I could see ANYthing. But I know if I have to employ all those methods, it's a BFN.

 

[barbikins]

Hey Bex, welcome indeed! Great group of girls here to help you in your journey!!!
I'm so sorry about your loss. How far along were you? Most of us on here have endured a loss at some point or another too.

Well I am 11dp3dt & bfn. Just waiting for Saturday to come around so I can get the official "you're not pregnant".

 

[Petzy]

Hey Bex, welcome indeed! Great group of girls here to help you in your journey!!!
I'm so sorry about your loss. How far along were you? Most of us on here have endured a loss at some point or another too.

Well I am 11dp3dt & bfn. Just waiting for Saturday to come around so I can get the official "you're not pregnant".

So Sorry for the BFN to both Barb and Erin....

Barb I would give anything for this next cycle to be the one!! I know you would too, of course... I just want it so badly for you.

Erin, how many DPO are you? xx

 

[natjenson]

Hi ladies...a quick update....have to nip out again quickly,,,,...

So cheapie frer said nooooo.

But I'm ok with that it's early so there's till time I guess.

It seems the ic's really had me going this morning...faking bitches lol.....

Anyways...can't wait till they are gone bc I am never buying that brand again.
May go with 11dpo testing from now with real frer and every 48 hours from there.

Becky..wowzers I am soo jell right now lol...enjoy enjoy ...glad your living it up in bathe there Hun....it is lovely.

Barbs big hugs to you Hun

Well I will back on again later ladies

Natalie xxx

 

[Sis4Us]

Welcome Bex so sorry for ur Loss and hope u get a sticky bean real soon!!

Nat F those ICs that's the worse to be so Excited only to have it smacked down!!

Sorry to all the BFNs Barb Erin Nat!!

Becky that sounds lovely I think I need a Vaca Now!! Suppose to go for a Bday weekend so I'm excited!!

AFM waiting to go for my scan had EWCM last nite and a almost +++ OPK this AM I'm ready Freddy!!

 

[eyemom]

Well poop Nat I'm sorry

 

[barbikins]

The stork has to land & just be nice to us all!

 

[Petzy]

Couldn't agree more Barb...

 

[nimbec]

Hi all - honeymoon over back to earth with a bang lol! Nice to be home and give Harrison a cuddle tho!

Nat i'm so so so sorry about that cheapie thats so bloody cruel grrrrrrrrr

So well said barbs.

x

 

[Sis4Us]

Ok ladies finally made it home after my scan running errands and gettin the boys!!!

Looks like I have 2 follies on the right 20mm & 18mm and several small 9mm on the left!!!
Trigger tonite at 10pm IUI Fri at 10Am!!

Not loving the follies on the right side(boy) biggest fear is Twin boys one Girl would be nice just one!!!

 

[nimbec]

Hi sis great news on the follies!! hehe i understand your twin fear - fx you get that 'one' sticky bean!! YAY!

 

[Sis4Us]

I'm not afraid of twin Girls I would Love that to Help even out the boy to girl ratio around here!!

 

[nimbec]

Lol I see sis! :0 x

 

[natjenson]

Hi ladies.

Yaye shanta that a great scan you had love....so excited for you....you know what?mi am haveing VERY strong feeling about your cycle....it's bfp time I thinks for you.
Yah-twins....hard work but double the frills if it were girls haha...no moaning there haha.
Good good good luck shanta sooooo rooting for you Hun....

Becky...when do you plan to start testing love?.....
And cuddles with the lo when you get home is the best isn't it.
Glad you had a great time away for a few days

Erin?......how's your test looking today..l.anything?.....oh I hope so Hun.

Bex...I forget to ask....where are you in our cycle love?....what cd/dpo are you?....And are you taking any meds with that?

Meg barbs? How are we both today. Good I hopes my petals.

Well afm....
11dpo ...tested - bfn on the superdrug frer....they are 10 mui...so I trust this.
However the ic is still behaving In a way that it thinks it knows best.pha!....there is a dumb pink line on it.but I gather it's not real and the tests are damaged or duds....
Oh well....

So no more testing from me now til 13 dpo...usually this is my TELLER day...I sort of got my answer by that day...

Altho something kind odd/scary happened last night....tmi warning.......
So oh and I dtd...and there's was lots of pink blood after...it was gentle and loving so nothing crazy went on there lol....but I am kind of worried bc I had some sharp stabby pains earlier in the evening and when the pinky stuff started to happen I began cramping to....li am going to put it down to an irritated cervix as I feel it's way to late for IB and not only that but I always assume that IB is supposed to be more of a browny colour.hmmmm Idk...

Anyways....good luck ladies...have yourself a good day...I'll try and get back on again later...I intend to paint my hallway some point today...so the theory goes anyway lol

Laterz....

Natalie xxx