LTTTC-after loss-TWW...

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*ponders if there is anyway I can check this a shit ton the next day or two to stalk you barb* Yea I think I can find a way. EEK! Keeping everything crossed for you barb!



So not sure yet if I'm 2 dpo or not. I did a dumb thing and took my temp twice -_- I did not get of bed though after the first reading at 7:30. That was 97.18 (I usually take it at 8 ish give or take ten mins) I took it again and it was 97.45. Then I laid in bed a bit longer got another 30 min sleep took temp again it was 97.18 and retook it right after and it was 97.60. *sighs* All I have to do is maybe roll over to reach the thermometer. It's literally level with my head and maybe a foot away from my head. So no getting up involved. Blah. Shall see what tomorrow brings. Sorry hubby looks like it's another BD to be safe tonight XD
 
OK girls, I totally regret posting that photo & jumping to conclusions. My tests today re NEGATIVE.
I had a bad feeling but was ever so hopeful. That's all we can be.
So, I'm probably going to be lurking but not much talking for a while.
I need to step back from all this crazy TTC and not be so absorbed in it for a while.
I wish everyone so much luck xo
 
:hugs: Barb I know the feeling take Ur time Love!!!

Hope u get a Big surprise in a few days!!!
 
*hugs barb* I'm still hoping Monday will be a surprise for you. Take some time for yourself and just relax.
 
Barbs - I have been totally stalking you :blush: to see how things are going! Don't regret posting the other post - I think I can safely say we would have all have done the exact same thing! But I totally understand you wanting to take some time now to yourself and hopefully you will get some good news in the next few days. We are thinking of you and hoping for the best :hugs: x
 
Hi there ladies....

So so sorry I have been Mia...for the past couple of days...

WOW....I hate march....hate being a strong word but that's all I have to say about this month!
We have all been through the mill this one haven't we ladies.:(

I'm sad to say this will be my last cycle trying for a while.
My apt on Tuesday didn't go well at all :cry:
I went along with my list of stuff to discuss...my memory being the reason I took a list lol.
Anyways I got to telling him all about my LP changes and the spotting after intercourse(especially in the tww)
The uncomfortable intercourse
I told him about the slow temp rises
He stops me in my tracks with a worried look on his face and tells me his is not worried in the slightest about the ttc aspects of any of it.
He raises the issue that he thinks my symptoms present a threat of the cancer returning.:cry:

So I am having a run of tests being carried out -unfortunately the smear cannot be preformed untill mid cycle so with our calculations that isn't untill the 17 th of April!!!
Such a long time to wait and stay sane.

Then I have to wait as long as three weeks for the results...so that two maybe three cycles lost here.

For sure the most important thing here is that this is NOT the cancer coming back...so ttc can be put on hold with a slice of humble pie I suppose.
I must say thoe...the humble pie tastes of crap!

I feel like this is ANOTHER Hurdle...ANOTHER test of my patients ...ANOTHER faking wait.:cry:
I honestly don't know what I will do if this IS bad news...but for now all I can do is keep everything crossed.

I concluded that no matter how much I cry or threat or worry it's not going to change the. Out come so I have to just take one day at a time here and go with the flow.

I did of course phone my go yesterday and ask "what if I got my bfp this cycle"
He said very little can be done and I will taken very good care of and tests will resume after pgy.
But to obviously not try next cycle until results are in.:thumbup:

Well ladies....I will still be about ....
I am sick of us all having to go through more than our fair share of badly delt cards.

Meg and I have been talking with barbs over email...we will take good care of our lovely friend ladies.:thumbup:

Well...cycle update as it barley stands is....9dpo....bfn!
What can I say...??? Not much .

Take care ladies...
Natalie ....
Sorry I am not myself....dealing with a lot of emotions and I'm not even QUITE sure which one comes first right now.:(

Love to you all.xxxx
 
This thread right now. :cry::cry::cry:

Barb, anyone would have gotten hopeful about that. :hugs: Wishing you the best. We'll be cheering for you. Hope to see you post again whenever you are ready. Praying you find some peace somehow.

Natalie, dear I am certainly praying it is NOT cancer. Seems like it could be a number of other things, but with your history of course, they have to be certain. Glad they're taking good care of you, but it totally sucks to put your own hopes and dreams aside. Hope you get some GOOD news soon. :flower:

Love to you all.
 
Thanks girls - you guys are the best xoxoxox
I"ll keep you posted on what we do next. I need to make a game plan this weekend with DH. I'm starting to consider doing a fresh IVF instead of wasting money on FET. The last, lonely, least favorable frozen embie. We'll see. xo
 
Barbs sorry about the positives then the negatives - i wish i had some words to make it all better.

Nat - everything crossed for you! I hope the tests all come back clear

Afm af a week late, have had some shadowy lines (maybe evaps) was starting to get my hopes up, but started spotting today - not quite full flow but crampy so she's on her way.

Seems like its not been a great couple of weeks for some of us here!

Hugs to all xx
 
Nat Big :hugs: it does seem like We've all gotten the short end of the Doody Stick!! :nope:

Im hoping it's just stress and the testing will just show that and nothing more this TTC is a Bia+€h!! I'm here if U ever need to talk love having u around to cheer us on but I too am not Myself its understandable look what we keep getting handed Sh1+!! :nope:

Hurry Up April showers wash March away and bring us Baby Flowers!!
 
LOL doodie stick. I like that.

How are you doing? Where are you at now?
 
Biggest hugs ever to Nat and Barb today xoxoxoxoxo love ya to pieces and here for you always....will chat tonight xx

Shanta how are you doing? You seem in better spirits today.. your perky self :) that brings a smile to my face

How is everyone else?

It's almost the weekend.. a silver lining to this week right? A break well needed.. xoxo
 
Oh gosh ladies what a week....

Barbs i'm so sorry about the shitty bfn and i totally understand you needing a break - you have to do what you need to do for you...its time to be selfish. ((((hugs))))))I also understand you thinking about a fresh cycle....i still hope you get a nice surprise monday!!

Nat holy moley that must have been a terrible shock, i'm so sorry and am thinking of you. Always here for you all!

Meg an avacado....gosh time is wizzing by!!! has the sickness gone yet?

Sis how are you feeling today?

Well what a month unbelievable actually, no news here still no sigh of 0, as predicted.

Love to everyone! xx
 
Thanks for asking Ladies I'm actually doing better feeling better about just moving forward!!

Like I said B4 I had a Bad taste in my mouth the whole time about the pregnancy so I'm actually feeling better about a fresh start sad to start all over but Ready!!
It was bad people would say congrats and I just blew it off like it wasn't true Strange I know!! :shrug: Just hope It was cuz I knew !!

My bleeding is down to light and spotting kinda worried this isn't Normal took a OPK it was +++++ so I'm sure my HCG is still high!! :nope:
 
Sis - Yes it takes a while to go down... can be 6-8 weeks for some... it took me about 3 weeks or so though. Everyone is different. Spotting is normal. xoxox hugs hun
 
Meg an avacado....gosh time is wizzing by!!! has the sickness gone yet?

Love to everyone! xx

Hi Becky... I know crazy eh.. havent had sickness for ages, thankfully.. and the stretching pain is holding off for now. Feeling pretty good other than peeing every 20 min lol... :hugs:

HAPPY FRIDAY to all the lovelies...
 
Great news Meg :) Happy bubba how time flies i so can't wait to see bubs in your arms!

Sis so sorry you are still going through this, like meg i agree it can last weeks with variable flow ...fx you get your cycle back to normal asap!!

No news here ....yada yada xx
 
Nat, hoping everything will come back clear for you! Yikes! Middle of April cannot get here soon enough for you!

Sis, glad you're doing better. Still sucks, but you are able to move forward that is a great way of looking a it. *hugs*

Meg, glad your symptoms have toned down!


I am either 3 dpo or 1 dpo *shrugs* Whatever. Like I said not holding my breath. Oh well. So I will be getting my progress report on how I did the past four weeks of working out. I do know I went from 224.6 lbs down to 218 lbs. Not a big improvement but it's something.
 
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