LTTTC-after loss-TWW...

[nimbec]

Oh my goodness i'm so sorry i've just read this hun I'm so so so sorry ((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))) xxxxxxxxx

 

[natjenson]

Oh my goodness Amy.

What to say...?......I'm so sorry love.

I'm hanging on a tinsy piece of hope that this is just a blip.and them bloods come back good.

I hope your ok love...

Natalie xxx

 

[wannabemummyb]

Amy i'm so sorry

 

[butterflywolf]

Thanks ladies. Shit happens. It was kind of 'too good to be true' thing. Going to try again as soon as I'm done bleeding though. Going to take a day or two to be heartbroken and then focus back on my workouts and get back to life.

 

[nimbec]

oh hun i'm so sorry but i'm pleased you are trying to be positive....this ttc journey is a real shitty rollercoaster keep us updated xxx

 

[Sis4Us]

Amy Big glad u r pushing forward that All we can do sometimes

AFM went for my consult that turned into a U/S and then a SonoHystogram so that was FUN
I got the all clear but he told me to use protection for a month for a stupid reason I think cuz the batch of Eggs can be bad!!
He said u make new eggs every 3 mos so I could still be on the same batch of Eggs so wait a month OK if I wait a month couldn't I still be on those Eggs???

Its not like we get PG easy so whatever Happens happens I say!!

Oh and I have a 21mm follie or Cyst on my Left Ovary I say Follie due to my OPK today!!

 

[butterflywolf]

Amy Big glad u r pushing forward that All we can do sometimes

AFM went for my consult that turned into a U/S and then a SonoHystogram so that was FUN
I got the all clear but he told me to use protection for a month for a stupid reason I think cuz the batch of Eggs can be bad!!
He said u make new eggs every 3 mos so I could still be on the same batch of Eggs so wait a month OK if I wait a month couldn't I still be on those Eggs???

Its not like we get PG easy so whatever Happens happens I say!!

Oh and I have a 21mm follie or Cyst on my Left Ovary I say Follie due to my OPK today!!

What? Your body doesn't 'make new eggs'. Every woman has 200 in each ovary. Usually every other month it switches between left and right. Egg gets ready 'ripens' and then goes down.
Usually they want you to wait a month because they aren't sure on due date then. That's what I have heard on why peeps should wait a month but I know I'm not going to >.>


And it's nearly official will be official Thursday if it is or isn't. Though me, nurse, and doctor all think it is a chem. pregnancy. Oh well. Life isn't going to hold still and I have too many things to live for that I can't dwell on this. I just can't. Right now I'm seemingly fine but tonight when I go to bed I know the water works will be back.

 

[Sis4Us]

I think he means the quality of the eggs cuz of vitamins and daily intake I guess!! IDK really but if its just to make their life easier Oh well I'm not waiting I've been taking all my Supps while PG and increased some after I found out baby stopped growing!!

We can Do This ladies!!!!

 

[eyemom]

*hugs* Amy, so sorry you're going through this. But glad you seem to have a healthy outlook.

*hugs* Shanta sorry for your not-fun day. Glad you got the all-clear though. I thought the bad batch of eggs thing sounded weird too. Wishing you the best.

AFM, bled more today, more than even Saturday which prompted the ER visit. I guess I'm glad I know my diagnosis or today I would have really flipped out. It still wasn't a lot of blood, but disconcerting to see nonetheless. :-/

The girl at my work who had the same tentative due date as me went in for a dating scan and to see the heartbeat today. And there was none. Dr thinks it's a MMC, but they're going to check again in a week to be sure. My heart is breaking for her. When I was in the ER not knowing what was happening with mine, I was like, "How am I going to face Tonya if I lose this baby????" And now she has to somehow face me. I feel so bad. Stuff like this is just not fair.

Hugs to all.

 

[flou]

Well I'm losing faith that this baby is/was meant to be. I spotted old brown blood yesterday night and stopped. This morning still brown ish but having red tint to it. Clear blue digi no longer says 1-2 but instead not pregnant. So not looking good.

hun i am so sorry

 

[Sis4Us]

It really isn't Fair is it Erin I kinda knew something was wrong the whole time after my first scan but waiting for that scan was the hardest thing I've ever Done!!

I'm ready and positive again so I'm going for it!!!

I hope the bleeding stops and u can relax a Lil when Is your next scan don't they do weekly scans until the SCH is gone??

 

[eyemom]

Glad you're feeling more positive now!

Nope they said they don't do anything different!!!! Maybe because mine was small? Right now they don't plan to scan me again until my anatomy/anomaly scan!

 

[Sis4Us]

Yours is really small but I know I would still be nervous!!

I already told my FS I want a scan every week from 6wks-10wks maybe 12 when I get a BFP again no BSing Around!!!

 

[Petzy]

Fack i typed out a whole reply and it froze ugh hate this site sometimes..

Amy - I am really sorry about the chemical.. its hard no matter what stage you are in but it sounds like you have a great attitude and will get right back to it... good for you I had that same attitude after I gave myself a few days after my Chemical... and I dont mind admitting I hit the wine up pretty fast lol... Hope you are doing ok and your sticky bean comes very soon! xx

Erin - So Sorry you are dealing with this bleeding! I know you know what it is but its still nervewracking of course and stressful.. i hope it heals on its own soon as they often do so you can enjoy your pgncy xo

 

[nimbec]

Hi Ladies sorry i'm quiet i've got a poorly Harrison & a poorly husband UGH its knackering and no fun! guess i'm destined to get it too ha!

Catch up soon xxx

 

[butterflywolf]

Fack i typed out a whole reply and it froze ugh hate this site sometimes..

Amy - I am really sorry about the chemical.. its hard no matter what stage you are in but it sounds like you have a great attitude and will get right back to it... good for you I had that same attitude after I gave myself a few days after my Chemical... and I dont mind admitting I hit the wine up pretty fast lol... Hope you are doing ok and your sticky bean comes very soon! xx

Erin - So Sorry you are dealing with this bleeding! I know you know what it is but its still nervewracking of course and stressful.. i hope it heals on its own soon as they often do so you can enjoy your pgncy xo

Just a quick reply as I'm stuffing my face and cramping. You have no idea how much better that makes me feeling knowing you overall had the same attitude. I was wondering if there was something wrong with me. ^^;; And Sadly I don't drink, XD However yesterday and today I did not stick to my diet and just having nummy food! I am doing better right now just cramping and blah down there but mentally pretty awesome. Claire is making sure of that too XD She almost stood all by herself today! So close.

 

[Sis4Us]

So glad u have her to make u smile they really do help without Knowing it I wish mine were a LIL smaller well A lot!!!

 

[nimbec]

Hi Ladies

I was the same ladies with my chemical - few rough days then ONWARDS & UPWARDS its perfectally normal hun. I think its essential to have a positive attitude and get back to it asap in a way it takes your mind off things...haha now i probably sound totally crazy!

Well 8dpo here i didn't test - for some reason i'm not so obsessive this cycle ...maybe cos i know chances are even lower or maybe i'm truly sick of seeing BFN's again ugh i don't know but i'm also desperate to know......i have a buch of symptoms but as i know from previous experience they could ALL be the dreaded witch!! I guess good news is no spotting as yet today which i have had i think this day the last few cycles so maybe the cyst has gone? lets see what tomorrow brings. As i said initially i'm trying to wait it out until AF is due however i fear i may cave at 10/11dpo as i'm useless lol!!

Hope everyone is ok? xx

 

[Sis4Us]

Well it looks like I Od not sure exactly when cuz my temp was off yesterday not to hopeful anymore since DH had to go out of town WED!

Happy Friday Ladies!!

 

[nimbec]

Yay for ovulation did u get any sexy time in? They do say their is a 5day window and theoretically it only takes once hmmm I wish it was that easy but I sure do hope u catch that eggy!!!

10dpo here tiny bit of brown spotting last night nothing today...feel like AF is just about to hit -I'm damn sure I'm out grrr I'm so impatient I just want to know if the cyst has gone or not and they want me to wait another cycle before scanning and mine are LONG!!! xx