LTTTC-after loss-TWW...

[Sis4Us]

Yay Barbs FX for a sticky bean!!!!

 

[flou]

Congratulations barbs. I hope its a sticky one. I wish you a h & h 9 months and beyond.

 

[barbikins]

thanks girls! I hope its a sticky bean

 

[nimbec]

Barbs OMG YAY i'm SO SO SO HAPPY for you!!!!!!!!! Sorry i've been out of signal since thus/friday just back online now! Nat updated me this morning and i literally jumped into the air. I understand you being cautious but i so hope this is the one for you! I'm off to read your blog xxxx

Shanta so sorry to hear you are having a tough time

Hi everyone else i will catch up properly later as i'm in work - literally just got in and had to see what was going on!

xxxx

 

[barbikins]

HAHA Nimbec, awe Thank you.
You girls are sweet & the best.
I thank you for all your support & being my cheerleaders.
Honestly, you guys are gold. It's incredible to have this online support.
xoxox

 

[mowat]

So happy for you Barb! I've been out of town since Friday and this was lovely news to see!

 

[natjenson]

Fantastic news eh ladies.....best news on bnb ever!

Barbs you knows I am over the moon.i wish you all the very best I really do...with every corner of my heart I hope this is your take home baby.

Sorry I haven't been around much ladies...li been trying to keep myself very busy...keeping my mind off of things...
On that subject I "may" get my smear results today....well I'm hoping so anyways.fx for me...

Will fpdefo keep you all up to date with that...

I'm 9dpo today too....not much going on there just waiting out the witch.bah humbug. Lol

Natalie xxx

 

[barbikins]

Thanks everyone I'm still fighting all fears of a M/C of course.
I have cramps on/off but mild. Everyone says its normal, relax.
But i'm not relaxed Well my FRER won. It's darker than the control line.
So I'm defo preggo pop and the hormones are rising. I just hope they keep going that way & we see a heart beating next month

 

[Sis4Us]

Check out that Line Porn Barbs!!!!
FYI I had a ton of cramps so much I got a early scan to verify placement so u r good "Today U R Pregnant Today U R Happy" repeat

AFM kinda confused today thought AF was sure to show yesterday took a FRER w SMU and it was a BFN so I stopped my P and waited for the

Well all day had cramps and bad shooting pain around my Right ovary

Today temp is even lower but no AF so I took a OPK this Am cuz my temp has Never been that low ever!! Am I Dead??

This is what I got WTH??

https://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c233/phoenixx76/6a3ebf2ffdc29e5a1131db572f5ecf3d_zps18f2ea6b.jpg
Way darker in person phone made it blurry sorry??

 

[barbikins]

Sis, there is always the LH hormone naturally in our bodies and that hormone fluctuates throughout our cycles.
I had one cycle where my opk was positive the day before AF was due.

 

[WhiteOrchid24]

Barbs I am literally over the moon for you!! So happy!!! Praying it is your sticky little bean and take home baby. Huge hugs x

 

[Sis4Us]

Thanks barbs When that happened did u have a cyst by chance cuz I've never had this happen B4 and I'm having a lot of sharp pain around my Right ovary and back??!?

I guess we will see if the witch finally shows Tom!!

**UPDATE** well AF showed full force this AM guess I Od a day later which would have been another reason now BFP!! Oh well

TGIF!!!!

 

[barbikins]

Thanks WhiteOrchid! I appreciate your support xo
How are you doing hun? What's your next steps?

Sis, I didn't have a cyst. I've had cysts on my ovary before but I didn't have any symptoms. Sorry you got a bfn Will you just keep on trying on your own or?

B.

 

[WhiteOrchid24]

So I was just thinking Barbs - does that mean you will be due to have a New Years baby?! So exciting!

I'm doing ok - CD1 after being 3 days late so never the best but yesterday was my down, fed up day and not too bad today (other than horrible cramps etc!) We found out a few weeks ago that DH has a varicocele which is most likely what is causing his low sperm count etc. Bit of a relief since we now know what the problem is but once again a question of waiting for things to get done! He has to go for an ultra scan in a month and some blood tests (to rule anything else out) then probably surgery to try and correct it. As for me I am phoning my Obgyn today to try and schedule a HSG to make sure no blockages etc with me! TBH I'm getting a bit tired of it all as it's now 29 months since we started TTC but at the same time at least now we are really getting going with things and so I can only hope and pray that the surgery will help and we'll get a BFP before the end of the year!

Big hugs to you

 

[nimbec]

Hi everyone

Sorry I have not been around - so much going on here with work

Barbs I LOVE the lines i'm reading your blog daily (sent you a few msg) I so hope this is it for you and Monday is getting closer and closer eeeek can't wait to hear your HCG figures!

Whiteorchid I'm so sorry you are having a tough time UGH ttc can be so cruel but i like your positivity and i think it's important to try and fins a bit of positivity even if its only a tinsy winsy bit ((((hug))))

Sis So sorry about AF what a COW!!!!! grrrrrrrr are you planning to do anything different this month?

Nat hiya hopefully still no news from the docs - no news is good news no eh?!!! I have a good feeling and hope that this result ties in with your next clinic appt. How are you feeling? AF can't be far away now.......Do you think you will do a test if she isn't here by a certain date?

Meg how are you? gosh time is flying by - hope you are enjoying being preggy now 2nd tri is definately the most comfertable from what i remember!

Hi everyone else sorry i have not addressed you all i've missed quite a bit - i will catch up i promise!

Ok well as for me i've def had a rough few week. Got admitted to hospital as they thought i had appendicitis but it turned out they think it's either this damn cyst or something completely different (i had an urgent smear done which is a bit worrying but hopefully just routine from their point of view) Well the bloody cyst is the same size as it was 6 weeks ago

This prompted me to start vitex - i had been umming and aarrring so i took the plunge and did it. BOY oh BOY do i regret that it gave me hurrendous diahorrea for 48hrs and it was definately the vitex as i took it again to check and oh yes boy do i know about it so NO more vitex for me stupid body

So when i was in hospital they suggested asking GP for metformin so i went today and guess what ....nope they have to write to him to tell him that - yup and they wont now as i have to wait to be seen again in 6 months WTF!! So anyway i have booked another appt for the 30th next wednedsay with the private consultant to ask if their is anything that can be done as I am sick of doing nothing and also being in pain & spotting. They also mentioned aspirating the cyst whilst in hospital but again they didn't see it as urgent. i will ask the private consultant next week if he will do it

I'm fed up of doing nothing i'm so deflated this cycle i haven't even done an opk yet or dtd and i'm CD10 must get my head sorted and get on with it!!!

Anyhow winge over hope you lovely ladies are all ok and have a super weekend xxxx

 

[Sis4Us]

We probably won't be doing anything as we are having to much troubling dealing w Us right now!!!

I thought AF arrived but now it's just spotting took another OPK cuz I'm crazy and it's Super Dark!!!! WTF

 

[nimbec]

Oh blimey that is confusing.....maybe take another hpt tomorrow morning? unless full flow is here over night.

Gosh I'm so sorry things are not great i'm still catching up on the thread. Maybe the ttc is putting extra pressure on - it can take its toll on the strongest of couples. Sending you huge hugs xxxxxxxxxx

 

[barbikins]

Nimbec, thank you Thanks for following my Journey. It's an honor I will keep regular updates as things progress. I enjoy keeping an online Blog. It's like this virtual journal I can look back on. It's neat.

WO, Yep I would be due in the first week of January...some where around the 5/6th of January.

 

[eyemom]

Hi ladies. I've been a bad bnb-er lately. So busy and so tired. BUT I can't BELIEVE I didn't at least pop in to say a big congrats to Barb! I'm so thrilled for you.

Becky, omg that's outrageous. I hope they can take care of you at your Wednesday appt, you shouldn't have to go months! Sorry for the miserable time you've been having, I hope you're feeling a million times better very soon.

Shanta that's so weird! It would be great if you got a surprise bfp now.

Hope everyone else is doing okay. I hope I can keep up now. I'm supposed to be getting that 2nd tri burst of energy soon right??? Been thinking of you all even though I haven't been around as much.

 

[nimbec]

Hi Erin

Blimey 11 weeks wow where has that time gone its flown by. I really hope you start to feel better soon!!!!!!! Thanks for your kind words i hope i get answers wednesday too but i fear that wont be the case! x