LTTTC, want to be buddies?

[babyjla]

Yeah, my hubby and I were both still in high school when we met. He didn't have any children, and neither did I. We've talked about adoption, if this doesn't work out for us. But I would love to experience a life growing inside of me, even if I ever only get to have one child.

 

[Sammylou2905]

Hi all

Where did everyone go on here?? All went quiet!

Are we all still out there bd like crazy??

 

[dodgercpkl]

Hi all

Where did everyone go on here?? All went quiet!

Are we all still out there bd like crazy??

Sorry! It's tougher for me to post as much as I did since I started classes. I lurker more then post recently. BUT! Ofc I'm still bd'ing like crazy!!! In fact, it would appear that I've *maybe* ovulated and am in the tww! I got tentative ch's with today's temp and I'm soooo hoping that it's correct since we got a lot of bd in.

How are things with you?

 

[Sammylou2905]

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Sorry! It's tougher for me to post as much as I did since I started classes. I lurker more then post recently. BUT! Ofc I'm still bd'ing like crazy!!! In fact, it would appear that I've *maybe* ovulated and am in the tww! I got tentative ch's with today's temp and I'm soooo hoping that it's correct since we got a lot of bd in.

How are things with you?[/QUOTE]

Maybe well done to you then!

Well last time i posted I had been ill most of xmas. It didn't get any better! I felt a bit better then in one week (it sounds so fake but this REALLY) happeneded:

Saturday night: stopped at my friends whose second baby is a sleeping nightmare, no sleep
Sunday: started with a water infection at 3am (monday am), didn't get back to sleep so booked day off work
Monday: During the day I started with really weird shooting pains in my left hand, by the end of the day they were really killing me! At 5am i was crying on the bedroom floor trying to get dressed to go to the supermarket and get some strong drugs, my hubby put me on sofa and went for me, bless his sole! I got to sleep at 7 - 9 and then worked all day.
Wednesday: by the time I got up after little sleep, AGAIN due to the pain in my hand, i finally gave in and took rest of week off sick as Id got a cold, ear infection and was coughing up my lungs!!!

Week after that all hell broke lose at work as we were really behind on one of our contracts, so since then (two weeks ago) I've been doing pretty much 10 hours days and working both days at the weekend!!!

I am so beyond tired, have barely touched my DH poor man so if i was pg, would be a miracle this month. However, I know having pcos being "late" is normal, however I had got it down to once a month cycle. At moment, I'm on day 42, I havent had a cycle this LONG is a waaaay long time. Im so tired from work id have no idea if i was tired because of being pg.

I know for a fact im either pg or due on as my boobs (sorry this is tmi) are HUGE, well to me anyway. Being only 5ft they do stand out a bit at the best of times, now I feel like I have a fake pair

So at the minute, its a waiting game! I dont want to test as for a girl with pcos, its early days and every singel time i think i am and test, i get my p the same day!!

x

 

[dodgercpkl]

OMG! What a horrible time you've been through! I hope everything calms down at work and that you are finally truly feeling better. Did they find out what was causing so much pain in your hand?

Fingers crossed that it's pregnancy rather then AF! When do you think you might test? I can get not wanting too though...

 

[babyjla]

Hahaha, hi Sammylou! I started school too so its harder to get on here. I don't spend as much time on here lol. I've been trying to focus on school work and everything. I don't know that I O'd this cycle or not...I never got a +OPK, but on 1/24 I had a lot of fertile CM. And we have been BDing like crazy so if there's a chance then we've got a pretty good one I think haha. I've got one more week before I'm supposed to test, but thats based on a normal 28day cycle which I do not have. So....we'll see haha. I have been pretty lazy the past few days. I just havent had energy to do a whole lot, and I can't quit yawning. But I'm not even considering that a sign. Other than that there have been absolutely no symptoms, and I'm trying SUPER hard not to symptom spot!

 

[Sammylou2905]

Well girls im now on day 47, sore boobs a go go, headache from hell, tired ALL the time and still no p...!

Still not wanting to test but not sure what to do now.

I've done soooo much ot at work that the tiredness and headaches im putting down to that and the sore boobs i must be due AF.

Trying very hard not to get and actually with us going to amsterdam in less than two weeks being pg this time would be highly inconvieniet, lol doesnt it always happen that way.!!

 

[babyjla]

Hahaha, sounds like you need to test!! Wow, Amsterdam sounds fun lol. Well for the last few days I have had a VERY light period (well what I am assuming is a period). Its really been spotting since last week on Friday, and its mostly just been a brownish discharge. Which I'm not due for AF til this Friday coming, so it is def a little strange. One time when I went to the ladies room there was bright red blood when I wiped, but other than that nothing. Its not even enough to wear a tampon, just a panty liner. It's sort of aggravating really lol. But its sounding like things are looking good for you!! Super excited to hear as soon as you test!!

 

[dodgercpkl]

Well girls im now on day 47, sore boobs a go go, headache from hell, tired ALL the time and still no p...!

Still not wanting to test but not sure what to do now.

I've done soooo much ot at work that the tiredness and headaches im putting down to that and the sore boobs i must be due AF.

Trying very hard not to get and actually with us going to amsterdam in less than two weeks being pg this time would be highly inconvieniet, lol doesnt it always happen that way.!!

Definitely TEST!! Amsterdam is sooo much fun! Are you doing anything fun while you are there?

Hahaha, sounds like you need to test!! Wow, Amsterdam sounds fun lol. Well for the last few days I have had a VERY light period (well what I am assuming is a period). Its really been spotting since last week on Friday, and its mostly just been a brownish discharge. Which I'm not due for AF til this Friday coming, so it is def a little strange. One time when I went to the ladies room there was bright red blood when I wiped, but other than that nothing. Its not even enough to wear a tampon, just a panty liner. It's sort of aggravating really lol. But its sounding like things are looking good for you!! Super excited to hear as soon as you test!!

Sounds like you and I are having the exact same issue! The first day that I thought I had it, there was bright red blood and a fair bit of it - on only one wipe though. The rest of the day and since then, it's varied from very very light to just very light, and definitely not needing anything more then a liner - if that even! But my tests have been negative so far (I managed to get one in yesterday), so I have no clue what's going on...

 

[Sammylou2905]

Well guys, test came up negative!

Because of my hol, not too upset this month though I did have a good cry the other day.

Plan to do LOTS of fun things in amsterdam lol!

Just wish the af would come now as I need to get my blood test done to get re referred to the fertility specialist and my hormones are making me crazy, to say I swing from high to low is the understatment. I have back ache, huge sore boobs and im soo tired. Just come already!!!

Poor you two with your odd bleeding! Aren't our bodies great!

 

[babyjla]

Sorry your test was neg sammylou. Atleast you can have all the fun you want in Amsterdam!! Hahaha, I got AF this morning around 5am. Wonderful thing to wake up to. And boyyyyyyy, is she MAD. I'm very uncomfortable today. I am extremely happy though that she reared her ugly head on her own! I didn't have to take medication this time to bring it on, and I'm feeling pretty good about that. I'm pretty sure I've decided to just take it easy for a while and not worry about taking provera and clomid for a little while. I've decided after what happened last month, I really don't want to take provera anyways. And I truely believe that maybe God is trying to give me a hint to just trust Him and it will happen. So since I did get a period on my own, thats exactly what I'm going to do. I'm gonna get healthy, lose this weight, and quit using my PCOS as a crutch. I hate having that label, that condition. And there's nothing I can do about it, but try and work around it. I'm gonna outsmart that dumb ole condition haha. Anyways, sorry about the rant How's things going for you dodger? Any signs of AF yet?

 

[Sammylou2905]

Sorry your test was neg sammylou. Atleast you can have all the fun you want in Amsterdam!! Hahaha, I got AF this morning around 5am. Wonderful thing to wake up to. And boyyyyyyy, is she MAD. I'm very uncomfortable today. I am extremely happy though that she reared her ugly head on her own! I didn't have to take medication this time to bring it on, and I'm feeling pretty good about that. I'm pretty sure I've decided to just take it easy for a while and not worry about taking provera and clomid for a little while. I've decided after what happened last month, I really don't want to take provera anyways. And I truely believe that maybe God is trying to give me a hint to just trust Him and it will happen. So since I did get a period on my own, thats exactly what I'm going to do. I'm gonna get healthy, lose this weight, and quit using my PCOS as a crutch. I hate having that label, that condition. And there's nothing I can do about it, but try and work around it. I'm gonna outsmart that dumb ole condition haha. Anyways, sorry about the rant How's things going for you dodger? Any signs of AF yet?

Oh bless you! Must have been something in the air that day cause AF came to visit me too, equally as mad!
But it did mean I could get my day 2 blood tests yesterday. Thing is, my blood runs so slow that she had to wiggle the needle in my arm around so much im bruised and sore today
Got an interview for a new job next week too and the biggest plus point is that they pay maternity pay for a whole 6 months (90% of your normal wage!!!) So up for it now. Would mean we have to be careful to try and not to get preggers for the first few months (ironic huh! ) but after that we would be ok.
So not working from home but was finding that very dull and isolating anyway so we'll see.

 

[babyjla]

Oh wow. What luck, right? Haha. That's probably when its going to happen! When you are trying not to lol. Wouldn't that be some luck. You finally decide to cool down for a few months and WHAM. Baby in the belly lol. I'm pretty sure if that happened it'd still be totally exciting lol. Good luck on the job interview! Thats super exciting!

 

[Sammylou2905]

All quiet on here guys!

Well nothing much to update from my end!

Amsterdam was awsome! It was a great time if not a bit cold!

Had my day 2 and day 21 blood tests now all being well, will be off to see a fertility doctor (again) very soon!

Hope everyone is well.

 

[babyjla]

Glad you had fun in Amsterdam!! I've been busy just going to school and the gym, havent really been TTC as much as we were. Just kind of laying low for a while, I guess you could say haha.

 

[Sammylou2905]

To be honest, neither have we!

Just plodding along as normal, though we have FINALLY been given an appointment to see our gyne in April to see just what is going on with me!

Well of course we know pcos, though my last blood test shows I did not ov, though a 21 day test with pcos is nigh on pointless as could have ov the day after the test for as regular as my cycle is!

So by June I hope will be on all sorts of drugs, oh joy lol!

 

[babyjla]

Hahahaaa, we stopped taking the clomid last month. I did ovulate on it, but my doc only wanted me to use it for three months because it CAN cause ovarian cancer like years down the road. So for now we're just taking it easy lol.

 

[Sammylou2905]

Almost d day guys. Off to hospital on Monday to see how everything lies at present, a better hospital than last time and me and DH are so much stronger this time that we know we can get through anything.

Keeping things crossed for the tubes looking ok!

 

[babyjla]

Ahhh! Exciting! Let us know how it goes!!

 

[Sammylou2905]

Will do.

I'm actually pretty scared about it all. I know I have PCOS but anything else is still a grey area. Don't want to be told that I have no chance I suppose!