Hi ladies,
Yes I was here earlier Cupcake, reading up but I decided I needed a cup pf tea and cheese on toast lol!
Hi mrs d!

hope you are well today, oh is currently making the Sunday lunch yay!!!
Thurl hi hun how are you? I dont blame you either for not using opks they did stress me out a bit. I had said I was giving them up after my last cycle, but got my BFP. I was a bit more relaxed in my last cycle though.
Leinzlove - Hope everything goes well with the dental appointment hun, must feel like its dragging for you now though
AFM - my night shift was good but bad. The agency staff that I was working with was so lovely and really helpful, she was chatting to me all night about my degrees and why I am working at that job and how I should try working for an agency. I have decided its a really good idea and will do that once I finish maternity, or if god forbid the worst happens again I will be leaving there as soon as I can. I am just so sick of the bitchiness at my work, the cow worker has been given a disciplinary and was crying the other day apparently, going round telling everyone that it was all my fault she got it (when there were loads of other incidents she got it for) and some people are believing her. One member of staff said to my deputy "I hear XXXXXX got a disciplinary because of that Bailey, not on is it". Now apparently my deputy put her straight but I doubt it, she's all talk but really she backs down in real life, she hasnt got the confidence she needs to be a deputy. I know the cow worker is leaving soon but when I hear that other staff are all bitching about it it just makes me hate working there. What kind of place do I work in where you cant act like a member of management without people slagging you off behind your back for being "mean". Oh well, nevermind, at the most I'll only be there another 5 months.
As for the rest of the night, I was so tired, I will not be doing a night shift voluntarily again. I feel like crap today, my eyes are stinging, I have a headache and then I have pregnancy symptoms on top of that lol!! Sore

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And one of my residents had a massive seizure in the night and was distressd.
And another nearly choked on their own saliva!! It was not a fun shift.
I am considering staying off tomorrow, I know they would be short staffed but the way I feel right now I dont care, no-one cared that I helped out last night and no-one cares about all the bitching they do about me so why should I care if they are short staffed tomorrow?
Ok rant over!! Hope you are all feeling better than me!!