I hope you lost some weight hun! I weigh myself on a daily basis because I am so paranoid! Really doesnt change anything though. I need to hit the gym again. I bought myself a nice summer dress today in a size 14 (which is size 16 in UK). I did some research and size 14 would fit someone who weighs around 175. I currently weigh US 18 which is UK 20. Thats 53 lbs away right now, but at least I got something to look at.
I have been collecting clothes through out the years. I was nicely dressed before I gained all this weight. Now I have a closet full of nice clothes waiting for me to wear them but it feels so unrealistic. At first it was my motivation but now I dont even want to look at it.
Jayden's birthday is on 7/7, I hope I can fit into it then (although 53 lbs in 2 months seems extreme), or at least wear it on dh's bday on 9/7. Either way, I want to be confident enough to fit into something nice for my baby's 1st birthday.