Ooookay I let myself get way behind again. So I'm going to try to catch up, apologies in advance if I leave someone or something out.
LastGlamourai, welcome and good luck. If you make it to Dec 4, you have far more self-discipline than I.

Hope you get your rainbow soon. Side note, I love your screen name!
Unexpected, it's been a couple days I guess but I hope you're feeling a little better. I hate those down days. I kind of know what you mean, when we first started trying for #2, we figured it'd happen when it happened. But after the m/c, it's like we NEED this baby NOW. It just intensified the desire for a baby so much. Not that another baby now would replace the one I lost, but still the feeling that someone is missing is so overwhelming.
Also, I'm gonna go with Starry with her comments on the pregnancy announcement on facebook. I don't think I could put it any better than that. It is unfair and I'm sad and scared for her child. I hope she can turn things around, but she's got quite a road ahead of her if she's going to do it.
I never had BH either. I hear it's more common with subsequent pregnancies?
Regarding what you said about how in the grand scheme of things you are so blessed to have your son. I totally know what you mean, that's how I feel about my daughter. But still, it doesn't change the longing in your heart when you are sure your family is not yet complete. So while it's always good to count your blessings, try not to feel guilty about what your heart wants. Still praying you can get your rainbow soon.
Pink, I know others have already said so, and I guess it doesn't mean a lot coming from me since I just admitted I never had BH. BUT I really think you will be able to tell the difference, at least after you've had a few of them.

I had people telling me that labor feels like the worst poop cramp you can imagine or the worst menstrual cramps you can imagine. But to me, there was just nothing like it, it just felt like labor.
Also, sounds like you are getting there. I've heard of women going from being not dilated or effaced at all to active labor and perfectly dilated and effaced within a day or two. I walked around 2 cm dilated and 70% effaced for almost a month before I had my daughter, so really, these things aren't the best indicator of if labor is imminent anyway. Hope she comes soon for you though.
Hi Sweetz, thanks for popping in. Hope you're feeling better soon, good luck getting in with an OB.
Never, I guess you've crawled back in your hole by now, but good to see you.
mowat, good luck. I agree that chart is looking quite nice.
Starry that is interesting about your symptoms. I think at this point I could have crazy symptoms and still convince myself that it's nothing. With my last pregnancy though, I just "knew." I kept accidentally calling DD "Sister" without even thinking about it.
I think I'm the only weirdo who wouldn't have minded being pregnant a little longer. Please no one hurt me.
garfie, it'd be awesome if that squinter turned into something.

Hope you get your rainbow, but no matter what happens, hoping you have complete peace about it.
Anyone heard from ttcmoon lately? If you're lurking, hope you're doing alright.
Everyone else, *waves*
AFM, not much to report. CD11, started OPKs last night and quite negative. I usually ov around day 15, but it has been as early as Day 12 so I try to start OPKs a little early just in case. Just about time to get busy though.

This is my last natural cycle before I ask for either meds or an IUI, praying for a miracle.