Hasn't it! To be honest FT I much prefer him now lol... it takes me a few weeks to get to know them, get to know how to help settle them, know their little personalities... it feels like it's getting a teeny bit easier - night feeds aren't taking hours, feeding is getting easier, my nips aren't sore, i'm not engorged, changing him isn't a scream fest. I find that first month a bit mental. And to be honest I am so head over heels in love with him - so much more so than I ever ever imagined feeling. I cannot wait for you to meet your new LO. I think girly