Im gonna sound really self centred now, but im a 10... sometimes a 12, depends how baggy i want my clothes to be. I used to be a 6/8 and even then i wasnt happy. I look back now and i want to be how i was, id be over the moon... you dont know what you had till you've lost it!!
My stretchmarks are disgusting, but white - there are millions of them (tiny ones) on my belly so unless its thin and toned they have a sponge-effect which is vile looking. Its as if ive took a cheese grater to my stomach

Hence why i need to be flat and toned there so they are invisible.
I go out, but im not as confident, and i dont feel good about myself in the slightest. Doesn't help that liam is less than tactful, and its well known he likes skinny girls

Im determined!!! xx