George is fast asleep
Ive packed all his toileteries, nappies etc Going to iron the clothes and pack them and hopefully should be in a position to set off after his next feed, around 6-7am I suspect. I just had a snack, will have another while I iron so my breakfast feed is high in fats and sugar like my day time feeds, as usually my breakfast feed only settles him for about an hour, and I have over 2 hours driving to do lol Only thing I havent sorted is Joshua's toys, I was meant to get him to sort them before karate last night but we had that set-to lol ... oh on that note lol I quickly informed his instructor what i had told Joshua, as I thought Joshua may have said something, and his instructor was so good, pulled him out of class and took him to a side and said to him he had spoken to me and he was very lucky to be in class as I was so upset with him, and he told him he had to have more respect for mummy or he (the instructor) wouldnt ask mummy to give him a 2nd chance again. Joshua has sooooo much respect for his instructor he totally idolises him, and he was so apologetic and promised not to be so rude, and he was an angel all class, and worked really hard for the demo practice that was after (3 hours of karate tonight!) then came home gave me cuddles and talked to me and said he was sorry for what he had been saying, sometimes he feels angry and doesnt think about what he is saying, and he didnt mean to be so rude. We had big snuggles before bed
Right... back to the ironing or little man will be awake and I wont be anywhere near ready to set off lol
Edit: I posted this about 4.45am BnB only just decided to load and post it, thanks! lol Its now 6.20am, we're totally packed, Joshua is just about to have breakfast, Im going to load the car then little man will stir and be ready for a feed and we can set off
I can not believe how much stuff we are having to take. George needs his bed taking, and of course a weeks supply of nappies etc plus all his clothes, a weeks supple of clothes for me and Joshua, plus a load of toys for Joshua. i want to take George's swing, but will have to see if that fits in, got his pillow he loves and blankets lol I need a bigger car pmsl - oh and boot is half full with just his pram in there
oops! oh well!
Hope Zoe understands the importance of leaving her! Joshua keeps wanting to carry George from the car to the house or where ever we are and he finds it really hard to understand me saying no, but a wriggle out of Joshua's control and he'll drop him.
I feed them, I pump, I drink teas and take supplements, I drink TOOOns of water/juice- all to no avail. I really think it's just drying up. Maybe I'm just too old for this. 
