My gender scan is 11 days away.. for a while I was super excited and anxious to find out! but now as it is getting closer and closer, I find myself nervous.. =/ As most of you have likely read before, I am hoping this baby is another girl, because I really want my daughter to have that sisterly bond and since her and this baby are obviously going to be closer in age than my first child and this baby, I think having another girl would be easier anyway. While I of course would still love the baby if its a boy (I mean, boys are great and I love my son to bits and pieces) I would still be devastated in a way if I can't give my daughter a sister. This WILL be our last baby unless we chose to adopt later on. Hubby had a vasectomy 2 weeks ago.. which I'm not happy about but I understand too =/
My intuition isn't quite as strong as it was with my first two, I knew my first was a boy and I knew my 2nd was a girl, the intuition was so strong with her that I was buying pink stuff at only 6 weeks haha. But this one has me stumped.. I do feel more like its a girl, especially since the first names that came to mind were girl names. (Cora and Rylee) but I also have this conflicting feeling too.. I see its a boy balloons all the time at the store, I even saw a little penis looking cloud LOL and had a dream that I was going to name my baby Edward (dream didn't say gender but I assume it would be for a boy... but I don't like that name and hubby would never go for it after twilight lol.. not sure if that was my body telling me its a boy or telling me that its a girl.. so confusing! haha) all of that among a few other things pointing toward boy.. and I don't know if this feeling I have is my intuition telling me its actually a boy, or if its just me being afraid it could be a boy.. but this pregnancy is sooo much like my last pregnancy (SCH, anterior placenta, faster heart rate...) that it still gives me hope that it may be a girl..because I didn't have that stuff with my son.. the tech at my 12 week scan guessed girl too because she didn't see anything between the legs..hopefully thats a good sign haha.. I just want to get this over with already though! I will be estatic with a girl! and if its a boy, I know I will get over it and love this baby too regardless but I just wish it was the 14th already! haha.