MC in March, TTC straight away. Wait with me?

[bec01]

Hi Scorpio! Congratulations, Leon is beautiful. Hope you're well xx

 

[Leinzlove]

Awwww yayayay! Congratulations on Leon! I'm so happy that we got our sweet rainbows! June babies are amazing, I know! I am one!

How are you both doing?

 

[celine]

Ive just spent most of today reading this thread gathering hope im losing my baby as i type...started bleeding 4 years to the hour that i first saw blood in the toilet that meant my son was on his way, fast forward four years and blood in the toilet means im losing my baby.

I want to ttc right away, im just waiting for the bleeds to stop.

 

[Scorpio23]

Sorry for your loss Celine

 

[bec01]

Hi Celine, sorry for your loss x

 

[Scorpio23]

Leinz: im having a hard time. Still @ the hospital. Leon needs to be able to suck feed before he can go home. My milk came in on day 5 and he sucks well. But its hard for preemies. Their reflexes havent developed yet. Its sad as hes in the nursery & I dont have him in the room with me.
Im remaining positive & know that he'll eventually get there. Just sux!

How are your lil ones?

 

[Leinzlove]

Celine: I'm sorry for your loss. That breaks my heart. Its so painful, I still grieve and I have my rainbow... Oh the sweet day you hold your rainbow for the first time. That will be so amazing! It never goes away, your loss, you'll have that forever. I have a panda and some things I got during my pregnancy. I bought an angel statue... These things make me feel better. I wish you a rainbow straight away!

I'm very sorry to hear you are having a hard time. I also had to work on feeding before Chloe could go home. She was separated from me at birth to be plighted to a NICU. I joined her the next day after my Dr. released me. Tests were ran and we learned how to special feed her. She had major surgeries at 2 months, 4 months & 10 months.

It is a hard time... But babies catch on fast and you'll be taking Leon home in no time. He is sooo cute!

 

[Scorpio23]

Leinz: <hugs> must be hard seeing ur lil ones go thu surgery that early.
Looks like I might be going home soon i will find out more tomorrow

 

[Leinzlove]

Yay! I hope you are going home today!! Keep up updated!

 

[Scorpio23]

The nurse who does graveyard shift said we're ready to go home. So fingers crossed the morning shift nurse and pediatrician give the ok. DH is still working so I wont be able to go til after business hours. Im nervous & excited. Leon spent last night with me. It was good practice.

I feel home sick and miss my DH, furr babies and my bed hehe.

 

[Leinzlove]

I bet. I hope you are home now! It will be wonderful to get in a routine. Keep in touch, hun!

 

[Scorpio23]

Hey I did get to go home as planned. The past month has been a blur.

Im so happy I am home with my rainbow baby.
The day I went into labour it rained & the view from my window revealed a double rainbow.
I felt it was a sign that everything would be ok