I had a couple of bad days. Kids had a sick bug, OH wasnt well and I wasnt feeling well myself. I got uncomfortable cramps yesterday evening and freaked out a bit because it felt a lot like the MC cramps. As it turns out I think it was digestive cramps, I wasnt sick but felt a bit rotton and think it was my version of what the kids had. It went away on its own after a couple of hrs. TMI but even when I was having the MC the cramps were a bit like I had to poo. I remember a similar sensation when in labour too so I think that confused me. I'm still a little worried that there is a posibility I didnt pass everything (probably just being paranoid) so cramps and feeling rotton worried me. That and OH wasnt well so I had to look after the kids and the house on my own for two days which I'm not really quite strong enough for yet but I didnt have much choice. That meant the house got in a tip, which adds to the stress. I'm still bleeding red now despite thinking I had stopped last week and then getting positive OPKs and signs of ovulating so have no idea where I am in my cycle. I was suposed to get blood tests to check my anemia and hcg, a scan to check that the MC is complete and go to the dentist to sort a filling that came out this week but with OH not being well didnt get to do any of them. And its 4 weeks since finding out we lost the baby. So basically it was all getting on top of me a bit.
Today the kids are better, OH is better. My sister came and helped out with the kids and the house thismorning and things are generally just feeling much more okay again. Just wish the bleeding would go away.
