elleff
Growing my rainbow baby
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Hi Ellefff
Thinking if you today. I would have been 10 last Sat and had a horrible day. I hope you're not the same. Maybe your co-ordinator wants to speak to you privately and not wanting to mention it in front or other people maybe they have a few things to do so when they speak to you they don't have to rush off. And maybe they've been thru the same thing and aren't able to talk about it today..God knows honey why they haven't said anything yet. Hope your meeting goes well this afternoon x
Im fed up with faint lines on opk's. it's like a negative result that I don't want. Plus Ive had sore boobs for the 4th day now so maybe? just maybe I already went an ovulated?? Anyhow! Have a nice day all and chat later x
Thanks Charlie I am really struggling. I can't really speak as I'm just on the verge of tears all the time. Have cried in the toilet a few times already. I feel kind of like its just happened, I feel like I've gone back to those very early days. I'm sure tomorrow will be different. My boss is so lovely but I know I'll just cry my way through the conversation as I'm not feeling strong today at all. So different to yesterday.
You are the optimist!! no she won't say anything I've been on my own with her most of the day and she hasn't said a word. She is one of those people who will gladly tell you what they did at the weekend or what they had for their tea but never ever ask you a question about yourself, so this is no surprise. She is making my skin crawl today.
I know what you mean about the faint lines. Maybe its just too early for us to ovulate? Maybe we are just too eager. I just want to be pregnant, the thought that I could have been 10 weeks and am not even pregnant now and might not even be ready to ovulate yet is just soul destroying.
The sore boobs is a definite good sign though hun, I would just keep having 'early nights' every couple of days until you know where you are for definite xx