my anxiety always gets the best of me, since this is my first appointment and I should hear a HB I'm like "oh gosh, what if they don't find it?" and knowing my doctors (I'm going through a military hospital) they will probably just say "Oh its normal, baby might be turned the wrong way or we just can't hear it because its still pretty small" and not give me an ultrasound to check. Which I will probably freak out on the doctor and be like "No, you need to give me an ultrasound now."