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I've been feeling pretty sad this past week. Like another baby just is never going to happen for us. And my daughter is getting so old! She's going to be well over 3 years apart from a sibling at this point, I really wanted to have kids close in age, but ever since she was born I've had constant health problems, and now fertility that made it so we haven't had a baby. I feel bad that I'm even complaining since I know just having a first baby is so hard to come by for so many. My sister has been trying to get pregnant for 2 1/2 years! I feel so much heartache just for her.
This month we're trying the sperm meets egg plan, starting today. Trying to get some hope back, but I was so disappointed last month, pessimism seems like a way of guarding my heart.
And on top of everything my "flu" turned out to be hand foot and mouth disease! I caught it from my BIL and nephew from our weekend at the beach! And now my daughter has it. It is HORRIBLE, I feel so bad for her since I just went through it myself.
Sorry for the downer post. Maybe this will be our month and then I'll be happy as ever
This month we're trying the sperm meets egg plan, starting today. Trying to get some hope back, but I was so disappointed last month, pessimism seems like a way of guarding my heart.
And on top of everything my "flu" turned out to be hand foot and mouth disease! I caught it from my BIL and nephew from our weekend at the beach! And now my daughter has it. It is HORRIBLE, I feel so bad for her since I just went through it myself.
Sorry for the downer post. Maybe this will be our month and then I'll be happy as ever