Mother of all conception months Graduates

[MADLYSBOYS]

Am not so sure hon I always knew he didnt want anymore he was reluctant to TTC Oliver and even more so with Charlie that said once they arrived he adapted and is a great Daddy but last night he ranted to me about how we cant have another baby for this,that and the other reason when he knows if I am pregnant this baby will be born It made me feel like he was blaming me (if I am preg!) but he said that he totally blames himself .... its kinda of a sore subject which we arent talking about, its just hanging in the air .... part of me whats to be pregnant again because it will have been taken out of my hands and I totally believe it would be `meant to be` but then if it means the end of us then the other part thinks it would be easier if this was all a nasty fluke but my inner self tells me I know I am pregnant

 

[MADLYSBOYS]

I have posted all of my tests so far taken in the test gallery for opinions .... heres the link if anyone wants to check out all of my tests

https://www.babyandbump.com/pregnancy-tests/703186-mmmmmmmmmmmm-beginnings-bfp.html#post12244107

 

[molly85]

MAdly let it lie for the moment you know they change when they see that fuzzy little blob on screen then even more so when it's whaling in their arms.
Sequeena you have the worlds largest dog. Molly is petrified of mastifs lol

Does abby look to small to be in the pushchair? and my girls watching the cricket like daddy does

 

[MADLYSBOYS]

Do you know hon I think am going to wait until the 20th so next weekend before I test again thats when I got my clear last year the 20th August with Charlie so if I am I reckon we must have concieved around the same time we did Charlie last year hence the vvvvvfaint tests now and by the 20th I should have a clearer reading if I am right

Abby looks so cute in her buggy

 

[MADLYSBOYS]

I posted on fb but thought I would add here too

The porridge was a huge hit this weekend with Charlie hes started to get excited when he sees me coming with the bowl,spoon and bib

and the second picture .... with his daisy cow, he just loves his daisy am so glad I bought a spare you can see she looks a bit grubby already

and the last picture in his first 3-6mth sleepsuit which is MASSIVE

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Madly, they have Costcos in the USA Will type a longer response once I'm done feeding wee man.

 

[vbaby3]

HOLY CRAP!!!!
Haven't been on since fri afternoon,OMG MADLY!!!!!
I can't believe it!!!!!!!!
Congratulations hun,if you are pregnant it is definatelt meant to be.
Can't believe your dh is saying such awful things,but i would say he is in complete shock,and will come around to the idea.
I for 1 am very excited for you.

And loopy,have you tested again hun?
Its unreal how many of us have tested,Iactually did another at my gp's 2 wks ago before she sent me for my mri,just to be sure lol!!bfn,and i think i'm definately done and dusted making babies.

Sorry,i cannot remember anything else i read coz i was soooo shocked seeing bfp's mentioned!!!!
hugs and love to everyone else.xxxxxx

 

[sequeena]

I don't get your Oh madly surely he can't suggest the a word!!

Lol jo! Abby looks awesome and Molly is titchy!! Does she have small dog syndrome lol x Luna possibly could be the worlds biggest dog she acts like it anyway!

 

[PeanutBean]

I agree madly, let it lie a while, see how your test comes out before broaching it again. Hopefully it's just the shock and he'll calm down.

Molly Indigo looks drowned in the pram too. I can't tell on my phone, have you got her lying flat?

We've been to the fair. It was fun! All four of us went on a ride.

 

[molly85]

aNO ashes not flaat buta i don't think shes anymore propped up than her bouncy chair. It doessay from6 months but the pram bit looks like it could get to small for general use before then.

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Having one of those days where I keep thinking about what if's *sigh*

 

[PeanutBean]

What kind of what ifs Ozzie?

 

[molly85]

If you had be born a pig you would hundreds of babies all destined to be bacon

 

[Ozzieshunni]

What kind of what ifs Ozzie?

Like what if Alex had been born at 28 weeks?

 

[PeanutBean]

Why are you thinking that? He wasn't and it's all good! Silly!

 

[NOMORENUMBERS]

ha ha molly you come out with some funny randoms lol lol lol

yeah ozzie what what ifs? xkx

madly i am so sorry you are having issues with your dh, although i say that my dh would be really upset if we got pregnant straight away i actually do not think he would be, he loves our little family, he knows i want one more, i think he would be like gah i cant believe we are going to go through all the shite again so soon, and by that i mean he is so worried about me feeling faint, in so much pain, so uncomfortable and not to mention all the sickness from before and his lack of sex (bless) he still would be happy about the actual baby you know?

when you already have children i find it so strange that men (mostly) actually attempt to end a relationship based on another child, for me, like you, there is no other option, the a word would never ever ever even enter the conversation you poor thing madly to have to even listen to an ultimatum like that let alone be given one

i see something faint on your test but its not massively clear will check out your preg gallery thread!

afm well had a surprise today, dh gave himself the day time off to surprise me! usually sat, sun, mon, tues and sometimes wed are his days where he always works all day as well as fri nite so i am feeling really good! well apart from still being pregnant, gah not even full term yet! plus i know they have the dd wrong by three days so dont think she will show before the 28th. . . . i feels like being in the 2ww again! i mean the 28th is literally 2 weeks away! thats it! but feels so far away!

 

[NOMORENUMBERS]

aw chick i know what it is like to look back and think what if

what if he had been taken out an hour before
what if he had been transferred to the other side ofthe country
what if he had been brain damaged

it is strange and hard to explain because of course those things didnt happen, what happened happened and even though it could have been worse it wasnt but you are still left with those feelings of worrying that worse isyet to come . . .kind of .. .

hun you have to work through all your feelings around alex's birth and your pregnancy otherwise you will end up like me getting to the end of the next pregnancy still fighting all those feelings xkx

big hugs ozzie xkx

 

[Ozzieshunni]

I know. I'm just starting to reflect on the entire pregnancy and I'm still a bit shook up about it. I geared myself up for the worst. Don't know what I would do without you ladies

 

[NOMORENUMBERS]

aw bless you hun just make sure you talk about it i would suggest talking to someone professionally about it but even just being open and honest with your dh or a close friend or family member xkx do not bottle it up xkx

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Yeah nomore, I think I'm going to talk to my HV about it and see what she can recommend. I don't think I have PND or anything, I'm just worried as to how I will react to a future pregnancy, etc. She's coming on Thursday to do my 8 week check so I will bring it up then.