Well Angel, it will be your 1st birthday on Saturday and i cant believe a year has passed since we lost you so tragically. I think of you still every moment of the day, maybe more so now than ever. I miss you so very very much and think how things were supposed to be so different. I get so angry at the thought of you not being here and dont think i will ever ever get over this. I long to hold you, even just once more, why is life so cruel? We have arranged a balloon release in the garden for you. We have lots of pink heart balloons to release and we are going to plant a pink rose in your memory. Lots and lots of love and kisses, from Mummy xxxxx