Thank you for all the kind messages and wishes for my little man. Its heartbreaking reading everyone's signitures and the heartache lots of you must have been through, I'm not sure if it upsets me more or comforts me (if that makes sense) I found this board on the forum through my own loss and wish I'd have paid it a thought before this tragedy brought me here!
I had a bad day yesturday and promiced myself to get up, get showered, dressed and try to to a few little bits today, but I stop wanting my bump back, I miss being pregnant. I can't help but get lurred into looking at the TTC thread and even found myself finding out my old FF login and looking at my charts before I got pregnant and the one where I fell with Buddy. I hope it gets easier, I don't even want to answer my phone to friends at the moment and I know they're all there for me. It's as though I don't want life to go back to normal, I want to stay in this bubble in my house and shut everyone out! may be it's because hubby's gone back to work today I don't know!
Thank you again for the comfort in your posts.