When I discovered that these sort of forums existed, and started to read them more and more. I would read loads about TTC (I had never found a WTT forum before), and I would love to read all the symptoms, find out if they were or not pregnant... But when I told my mum, who knows I am WTT, even though she will be as excited as I will the day that I am pregnant, she just could not understand me, and looked at me as if I was absolutely mad. I didn't bring up the subject again and kept my secret of reading about pregnancies to myself. My thank you is to all of you in the forum, I now know I am not on my own, I am not mad, there are other people like me dying to TTC. Thank you.