Sunflower I hope everything works out for you soon. I tried to be patient and have hope....and I did! However, it was very difficult at times. Can you imagine that I gave up ttc and got a bfp same cycle? I took clomid in February and bfn so I threw in the towel... when af arrived on march 17th. Then on April 19 bfp. I am still trying to figure out when we bd and conceived because this is the first time I kept no records of anything. That's how fed up I was. I have a different worry now ...praying for a sticky bean and no mc etc but even though I'm not doing the happy dance yet, I don't let that worries consume me.