My IVF (ICSI) diary #2

[FJL]

Well girls, my last thread has broken and won't let me (and i'm assuming others) reply so time for a fresh one!

As you can see by my ticker, 6 days till BT, 4 days until officially POAS (will be 14dpo...well, from egg collection!).

I have a confession...
I POAS this morning. Was a BFN with an internet cheapy. I thought it would be, its too early to test but I just had to get it out of my system!

All gone now and hopefully no POAS till Sunday!!! I really should skip that and wait until BT on Tuesday but i'm too impatient

The last few days i've been extremely emotional and teary, my boobies are quite sore, occasional headaches, tiredness etc. Its either the crinone (and i'm on double dose!) (progesterone) or its a BFP coming...i'm thinking it is the crinone though!

 

[miel]

but i am thinking it may be a BFP Babe!!!!

Let's just "ALL" think and have positive energy and mind just for you !!!

we are so many here on bnb we must affect you a little

OK i am sending my good vibe of rightttttttttt nowwwwwwwwww !!
take it!!!!!!!!!! catch itttttttttttttt !!!

 

[chefamy1122]

Sending you tons of vibes!!

 

[Mendy]

Awwww FJL, I really am hoping this is it for you!!!! Lots and lots and LOTS
of vibes for you!!!!
I will keep praying for you!

 

[Arcanegirl]

Wishing you all the luck FJL

 

[NeyNey]

Lots of luck babygirl.

What time do you get the test results? I want to text you!!!
Let me know if thats ok.

Thinking of you!!!

 

[strawberry199]

Good Luck FJL!!
fingers crossed for the

 

[FJL]

Neyney - The BT is on the Tuesday, i'm going first thing 8:30am when they open in the hopes of getting the result that day (will be in the arvo) but it most likely won't come back until the next day as they have to send it to Tamworth to be tested and i'm not sure of the time. I *think* DH is having the wed off instead of the tues as thats the day the results are likely to come through but hopefully he can get both days off...I have both those days off, not requested but it just worked out that way as I never work tues/wed. He has the phone on him all of the time as he works away. You're more than welcome to text though! If he is here when we get the results (means the phone will be here) I will definitely text you as soon as we know!

Of course I will jump on here as soon as I can to let the rest of you girls know too.

The suspense is killing me. I'm not feeling confident at all but I just want to know...this is soooooooooooooo fucking cruel!!! I can't think of anything else but this...its on my mind every second of every waking hour.

I would multiply the agony of this TWW by 100 million compared to any other 2WW that i've ever been through!

 

[Sinead]

Vibes


Good luck hun xxxx

 

[Beckic]

I'm crossing everything for you angel.

Sending you lots and lots and lots of cuddles

Bx x x x x

 

[MissAma]

It does seem like the 2WW after ICSI is a gazillion times worse than the normal TTC 2WW, doesn't it? just keep reminding yourself that once it's over you'll have a beautiful little bub! since you're POASing anyhow, why even make it seem that long? what may help is focusing to get through every day and think you'll know more tomorrow morning at the next wee!

 

[akcher]

Keeping everything crossed for ya FJL! Lots of luck and sticky vibes ~!

 

[loopylew]

really hope this is it for you xx

 

[Linzi]

I really do hope this is it for you. Ive been reading your journals for ages now and I really hope this is it, you've had quite a journey.

Lots of baby dust for you!

xxx

 

[maz]

I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you FJL. I really hope your sore boobies are a sign of your

 

[Helen]

Yay I can reply!

I've got everything crossed for a good result next Tues/Wed.

 

[Helen_26]

Best of luck FJL. Sending you lots of sticky vibes and hugs.

 

[chefamy1122]

Just passing by to give you

 

[ktsl123]

Hi FJL,

Hoping hoping you get it your BFP this time. I am in my 2ww as well and man oh man is it hard to wait to test even though I am 5dpo lol. I am trying really hard not to think about testing. If anything don't test with an internet cheapy test. Test with one of those that are 5 days before af is due. Those cheapy's are not that realiable. I would try real hard to promise yourself not to test to at least a certain day. It is worse to have your hopes given up with an early testing then it is to wait.

 

[maz]

Hi FJL

Just passing by to see how you're doing today. Hope you and DH are okay.