Tomorrow is another day... Things will and do pick up, plus there's always smeone worse off than me/us/you. I always think I'm lucky to have the friends and family that I have. No matter what the prob we'll get through.
OH said to me yesterday, I know you'll understand that you make whole and without you I'd only be half of what I am and I'd miss you too. Can't remember why he said it, but made me smile. He then said he was sorry I was having a rough time and wishes he could ease some of it... Sweet!
My positive though is at least I won't be working this christmas and will be back home before babe is born...