Well after so much time I am considering coming back here.
Summary for those who arent aware. My bfp here turned out to be a miscarriage, and my angel passed at 14weeks. its been a few months, and Oh was hesitant on trying again.
I am still on the pill (the mini pill) and with my other pills the success rate is dropped to 60-75%. So still some chance I can get pregnant. Oh wants to protect me from the nightmare we had (as I almost died in my DNC from loosing soo much blood) but wants to try again for a new baby. So his way of feeling he has some kind of control, at least fo rnow, is trying to concieve whilst on the pill. lol, i know sounds strange, but its his way of trying to keep control/protecting me from the bad stuff. So his idea now is to leave it in fates hands.
On these pills I still ovulate and I asked my dr and she said that it wouldnt cause an issue if i did get pregnant. So i guess we are back to half ttc? lol
Im a little unsure where i stand, but i will still be taking ovulation tests this cycle to see how it goes. And last time it seemed to help to get my bfp so here we go, a new journey commences.
Super nice out to so feeling pretty good!! How about you?? Where are you now in your cycke??
Let me know what you guys think! from right to left cd 7 cd 8 cd 9 am cd 9 pm et cd 10 am ....looks to me like its getting darker real early considering i usually o on cd 20 
