Well I'm in the last few days of the TWW - you know the one's where you're sure it's not happened but you still have a little glimmer of hope that my miracle could've happened. So I'm 11 dpo and no symptoms either way so I test and its of course a It's sunny outside but there's a big black familiar cloud in my heart - I've had it about 30 times now. Before the beginning of this cycle we had a really upsetting first visit to a FS and was given a prescription for Clomid even though I ovulate normally and our infertility is unexplained. I had really hoped that we could do this naturally without chemical intervention and we tried really hard this month!! I now can't get out of my head that there's something really wrong but its going to take so long to find out because the fertility service is so rubbish and takes you down a set road rather than looking at you as an individual. I'm not sure I can take much more of this but I know that I can't give up - I'll just have to put up with the mental torture! Sorry to rant but feeling really crappy - any advice or words or encouragement appreciated.