Thanks guys.
Yeah, I've tried to keep a clear mind about all of this, and just calm down. I took a test Sunday morning, (clearblue digital) and it was pretty fast to tell me that I'm not pregnant. I'm still feeling pretty lousy so now I need to figure out whats up. My boy and I talked and he was freaking out, so he got his friend to go get a pregnancy test from his girlfriend (she had one still from when she thought she was, and I'm not sure how long ago it was......)
So we decided to not stress over it for now. We are going to wait till I finish this month of birth control and see what happens. If I am to miss the period or it's really extremely light then I'm gonna test again, and probably at the doctor's.
We have spoke about what we would do. And right now he isn't ready for a kid. He has a lot of problems right now, one being drugs. He said he wants a baby, he really does, just not now. Not until he is at least 18 and knows that he is mature enough and has a good job and the right environment to raise a kid. So if I'm not more than 2 months along we may terminate the pregnancy(if there is one). Though it all depends on what were to happen at the pre-abortion appt. Otherwise, I'm only a junior in high school, but I'm basically done with school and will be graduating early (and taking all online classes this coming school year) and I will have a job soon hopefully. Though he doesnt have a job, or is even close to being done with school. He really screwed up and is really far behind on credits.
But I'll keep you posted.
And thank you again for being so helpful and supportive. =]
