Oh yes!!! I was horriffic every month, I balled my eyes out EVERY month. I hated AF with a passion. Most months i was lucky and my day off fell on CD1 so i could spend all day at home hating my life. But then those few months where it landed on a work day my poor 30sumthin year old boss who was left to comfort me
got bless him, he's so super adorable. But yes i found after a few months that after 4days to a week of depression i'd start to get excited about the next month and oddly optimistic nearly every month i would announce to hubby about this time "I have a good feeling about this month" So know that as depressed as you feel you don't feel like that for long, i also found distractions worked if i could go through my slump with lots of distractions i could miss most of it completely. I know making a baby is a miracle tho, my friend did IVF and she had 10 healthy eggs combined with 10 healthy sperm and only one actually took, because making a baby is a beautiful miracle and lucky for her that one took.
your probably a little extra sad this month because i got a BFP and we're all still riding off that high and there's been so much talk of BFPs lately. I know your happy for me, so don't get me wrong i know how much your joyed by my BFP as much as i am, but i'm sure it was a contributing factor to this month being extra hard.
DRUGS!!!!
EPO - Evening primrose oil!!! helps produce lots of EWCM! i know you get it but the more the merrier right???? not only that but EWCM help spermys live longer (because of more EWCM) and girls spermys are the longer living ones and boys spermys are shorter lived but stronger swimmers so if its a race to the egg the boys will prob win but if its left over sperm waiting for an egg theyre probably mostly girls and i'm guessing you want a girl as you have two boys??
Wheatgrass - Like i said FSH, and clean blood and a healthy body, it improves the acidity in your body and makes it more alkaline and you will find yourself craving less junky processed food.
Spirulina - It generally says it just helps fertility and overall health, but the healthier the body the bigger chance of making a baby right?
B6 - I also took B6 as its also suppose to help EWCM (slightly) and help lengthen the Leutal phase, but you lucky lady have a nice 14day LP. Some women commented it made their EWCM worse and this month i went off my B6 and did notice my EWCM is better.
Green Tea - I threw these ones in last month for funsies i don't remember what they do, something good i'm sure. Google will help you.
and last but not least what i think i owe my BFP to.
SOY ISOFLAVONES!!!
Soy-iso i'm not sure if i've mentioned it before but they are natures version of clomid! you take them on the same days you would take clomid 3-6 or whatever, they trick your ovaries into thinking its not producing enough girly hormones and they go into overdrive producing extra so you get these really lovely eggies, i always Ov'd on CD22 sometimes later and i was convinced that was the issue with TTC that my eggs were too old, so the first month i took soy-iso i took them from 6-11 which is not the normal time 6 is a bit late to start and 11 was suppose to be 10 but i'm a moron. BUT my Ov changed to CD18 then this month my 2nd month on them i did 3-7 and Ovd on CD17!!!!!! Your ovulation dates aren't that bad but it can't hurt right? its up to you. I ummmmd and aaaahhhhhd for ages as i didn't want to waste a cycle or i didn't even want to mess my body up but it was obviously a risk that payed off which is not always the case when you try drugs that change your system.
Keep chatting to me i will let you know when i'm going to sleep
LOVE!!!
I also always tried to finish at the same time as my hubby as i know that theory i figured his squirting and my sucking at the same time
would probably work.
there are like a hundred people commenting an hour in first tri it's too hard following or making any conversation. I'm happy right here thank you very much.
I will show DH tonight and have a chat see what he thinks. I was going to try the soy as you mentioned it last month but my o date came down to cd 16 this month so im not sure if to take it now. Im actually pretty please now with my cles they were around 35 days before i had 1 49 day one that was tourture stupid BC messing us all up.
for new york!
