First off CONGRATS MOMMABARRY
So happy for you love!!!
I miss you all so much...just want to post my Facebook status tonight just so you all don't think I've ditched you
It's 3am so I'm too tired to write much but this is what's going on with us
Asking you all for prayers. Today has been the toughest day I have ever had. Since Ela's birth I have been struggling with terrible neck pain. Today I had enough of them telling me it was a pinched nerve or pulled muscle because I was in so much pain! We called my dr who said for us to go to urgent care, urgent care said they couldn't help me when we got there and sent us to the er. Since then everything has been a whirlwind. I ended up having to get a spinal tap...the spinal tap came back with results that I have meningitis
I am now in the hospital on strong antibiotics and cannot be with my 2 day old baby
I have never experienced so much physical or emotional pain as I have today. Being torn apart from my newborn baby and husband and my 8 year old is something that has never crossed my mind as ever happening. I can't feed her I can't take care of her and I can't even see any of them...I am so devastated
Please pray we can all be together soon and the doctors can treat and cure this meningitis. I am so thankful for my incredible family helping Dan and I through this and most of all I am so so thankful for an incredible husband who has taken on being mommy and daddy to our sweet girls he is truly an amazing man ♥ I love you all so much I hope I am home together with you all soon
I hope to have better news soon and heal quickly...until then I will be MIA off and on