I was wondering where this thread had gone, and I just found it now! Missed seeing/participating in the daily chats, ladies!
I can't believe I'm 38 weeks pregnant. I have not had one Braxton-Hicks contraction. I have not lost any mucus plug. I am not leaking anything from my nipples. I'm not even that big (and I definitely have never had anyone in public say "oh, when are you due?" or even indicate I am pregnant. Downside and upside I guess.)
I don't feel prepared, my emotions are out of whack because I am feeling SO insecure about myself, my relationship, my life...everything right now. As someone who suffered from bad anxiety and mild depression BEFORE pregnancy (and was on medication), and now have gone this pregnant journey with NO meds, the hormonal imbalances are really getting me quite depressed, I hate to say
I also read an article just the other day that women's stress hormones rise 2-3x in the last 3 weeks of pregnancy. It says if you had high levels beforehand, this increase can cause debilitating anxiety.
It is, for me. I feel completely worthless, stupid, no support, I get insecure with my boyfriend of 4 1/2 years and right now he is having the WORST time at his work (commission based), and he's quitting smoking with a medication aid so his emotions are all over the place.
I feel like I have absolutely no one to talk to. At all. And why bother? No one cares.
I feel like I'm sinking into a pre-natal depression and it worries me. I should talk to my doula about it, but I don't want her thinking I'm just whining.
Does anyone else feel quite anxious and/or depressed?