I had an ultrasound today, it went well! We found out the sex, my husband pretty much jumped out of the chair in excitement!
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I'm happy but at the same time disappointed. I was really hoping for another girl, since we already have 2...It's weird, I understand that I'm going through Gender Disappointment...I just hope I can get through it sooner than later. Hopefully setting up a registry will make it better. I don't know. It's just that girls have so much cute, pretty and frilly clothing options and boys have either a dinosaur, snake or giraffe...I'm sure it'll get easier but still.
I suppose I just fear that I won't love him or for some reason I reject him or something. But at the same time I do love him so much already...perhaps I'm just scared of the unknown.