I’m really sorry, you should still post here, I’m sure many sparklers love catching up from time to time.
That wasn’t meant to be rude. I can’t think how to explain myself. I can’t remember your TTC story I’m sorry so I don’t know if you know where I’m coming from. When I was TTC my no.1 daughter I always found it really difficult when I saw a pregnant woman or went into the first-tri section. I’ve been TTC#2 now for nearly 12 months and I’m finding it just as emotionally difficult as last time. I just get so sad when I see others getting pregnant and I’m still not. I’m sure you’ve heard before the “I’m happy for them but sad for myself” it’s how I feel. A friend told me she was preggo not long ago and I’m so incredibly excited I love looking at newborn gifts for her but it really does also make me very sad that it’s another reminder I’m still here with my LO nearly 18 months… when my aim was to have the second when she was 18months and here I am nearing the 18th month old toddler mark and still… not even pregnant.
I still visit journals of my bnb friends. But coming onto sparklers and just seeing signature after signature of pregnancies or babies since our sparklers i just find really... overwhelming.
i'm sorry it makes me sad but i can't change how i feel.