ok messed up quotes there. pichi I had 12 renee since yesterday and still have dam heart burn! record was taking one and getting heart burn from it 10 mins later! and I cant take anything else. PIsses me off. Its worse at night time to. Think its because I am lying down.
Also when I had william I asked my parents to give me space after my mum started uproar about it! said I had no buisness sating who could come and see my son and who couldnt. I just didnt want her there 10 mins after the birth or something or at least let me get to know my son before. I had william at 12.30am she was there by 9am so thank god it was during sleep time but i had no sleep at all. Darrens ones stayed away till they where told to come up they said they didnt want to crash me, thank god some had decency! when I got home I was wreaked and everyone was around ! I mean everyone and trying to breastfeed was hard as they where all embarrassed and so was I but i found it a good way to get rid of them or get away from them. But they all quickly disappeared as soon as they came, some I havnt seen since William was born. Its annoying but dosnt last long. I dread it though for some reason most may not come this time as no one seems to talk to me any more.
My mum paid attention to my son the other day for 10 mins in the car when dad came in and he went out to her! :O she also tried speaking to me but i ignored her. Anyone knows the history will understand why I did, less speak no rows. But least she paid him attention which means she will be at the hospital looking to see this next one and when I said what its name will me she will have a snotty voice on her repeating it, her lip will go up and she will look like she is looking at vomit or something and repeat it a few times like i am crazy for using such a name. even though its a normal name she isnt normal herself. She got to name us. Dear lord.